*Time Skip*
Your's POV

You were sipping on your fresh cup of coffee. Today was already going great. The taste of sweet coffee was resting on your taste buds. 

"Mm." You hummed as you were enjoying your coffee 

Someone interrupt your thoughts. Your phone started buzzing out of nowhere scaring you. You answer this call. 

"Hello?" You answer as you continue sipping your warm cup of coffee 

"Hey (Y/N)." Calvin answers your phone, hearing his raspy voice 

"Aye Calvin. How are you?" You as Calvin as a smile formed on your face 

"I'm alright. What about you?" 

"I'm really good! What you doing?"

"Nothing really. I'm wondering if we can hang out this morning?"

"Sure dude. Let me finish my coffee and freshen up." 

"Alright. I'll be there in an 45 minutes."

"Okay then Calvin." You said as you felt you cheeks getting warm 

"Goodbye (Y/N)."

"Bye." You said hanging up the phone 

You finish up your coffee quickly. You run in your closet trying to find something to wear. 

"My goodness! I gotta look decent!" You say as you got mad anxiety 

*Time Skip*

You were in the bathroom. It was almost 45 minutes. Damn you're slow!

"Shit!" You mumble under your breathe as you were adding your coats of mascara to your lonely eyelashes 

*Itty Bitty Time Skip*

You hear a car. You freak out! You ran out the bathroom. You walk out with a little grin. Calvin was waiting his car. His eyes widened as he was admiring your loo. 

"Hey (Y/N)." Calvin smirks as he sweeps his hair out his face 

"Hey Calvin." You say as you get in the car 

"What you wanna do?"

"To your place." You grin causing your cheeks to blush 

"Alright." Calvin sighs sitting up in his seat 

*Time Skip*

"Sorry for my mess." Calvin apologized as the two of you walked in his home 

"No need to be sorry. My home is a mess as well especially my closet." You say causing Calvin to laugh 

Goddamn his laugh could cure cancer.

"I wanna play video games, smoke weed, and have some pizza. Just like the good ole days." You say with a little grin 

"Yeah. The good ole days." Calvin sighed 

"So...? Is that a yes or no?"

"Yeah, of course." Calvin nodded his head

Something fishy was going on. You could sense something was up.

"I'm going to go use the bathroom." You said as you made it look like you were heading towards the bathroom 

"Alright. I'ma call in the pizza." Calvin said as he took out his Samsung 

You look back to see if Calvin was watching. You sneak yourself into the kitchen. The smell of Vodka hit your nostrils. It almost gave you a headache. You tip-toe around the kitchen to find where this smell was coming from. You look in the kitchen sink, seeing Vodka. You put your hand over your mouth in shock. The bottle was empty. There was another empty bottle as well.

"What the fuck?" You mumble to yourself 

You tip-toe to the bathroom. Calvin was still on the phone. You closed the bathroom door slightly so it wouldn't make a sound. You turn on the lights. A knife was laying on the ground, scaring you to death. The knife had blood on it. Your eyes widened as you checked your surroundings. 

"What the actual fuck is going on?" You ask to yourself as you analyzed the knife without touching it 

You chewed on your bottom lip, preventing you from crying. Is Calvin...? No, there's no way he could be... Is he?

*Itty Bitty Time Skip*

You walk out the bathroom with the bloody knife in your hand. You were only touching the handle part, which had no blood on it.

"(Y/N) I called the pizza in. What game you wanna pla-" 

Your eyes were filling in with tears.

"(Y/N) what's wrong?" Calvin asked with concern as he walked up towards you

"What is this?" You ask him as you pull out the bloody knife 

Calvin's eyes widened. The color drained out of his face. 

"Um..." Calvin nervously said scratching the back of his neck, knowing he was about to lie

"Calvin..." You call out his name softly as a tear falls down your cheek 

Calvin just stands there as tears swam in his eyes. His eyes couldn't connect with yours.

"(Y/N)." Calvin calls out your name, biting his lip 

"I found the two bottles of Vodka too." You said as tears started falling down your cheeks 

Calvin doesn't say anything. 

"Tell me the truth." You say to him

You pull up Calvin's sleeves, revealing the cuts on his arm. 

"Calvin...what is-"

"(Y/N) I'm sorry. I had to. These cuts on my body only express the pain I'm in." Calvin says as his eyes flickered with sadness 

You couldn't say anything. Every time you tried to, words couldn't come out. 

"Sometimes, crying is the only way your eyes speak when your mouth can't explain how broken your heart is." Calvin told you as he hugged you tightly 

He was absolutely right. No words could come out your mouth. You were speechless. 

"Calvin.." You say as you touch his arms lightly 

"Stop doing this. Please, I am begging you." You say as your trembling hands traveled down his chest 

"I was going to kill myself. But, you were the only person that prevented that." Calvin said with seriousness in his voice

"Calvin we've been best friends since babies. I don't want to lose my best friend." You said as you buried your face into his chest 

"(Y/N) I'm going to be fine." Calvin sighed as you could see how depressed he really was

"How long has this been going on?"

"For a long time." Calvin sighed 

You could see him fighting back his tears.

"I don't have time for this! I gotta get a new video out! I gotta practice my lines for the next scene in my movie! I just-"

You interrupted Calvin's sentence with a kiss on his aching lips. Your lips were feeding into his. You gripped onto his hair. You wanted Calvin to know that you'll always be there. You pulled back away from him, rubbing his your lips. Calvin rubbed in his lips as well. He finger combed his own hair as it looked like he was thinking.

Calvin pulled you closer to him. He smashes his face into yours. You definitely didn't hold back. His lips were so lonely. That haven't been touched by yours ever. 

"Falling in love wasn't my plan." Calvin says as he pulls back rubbing in his lips 

"Me either." You said as you gotten tear-eyed 

"Please understand." Calvin said as he looked more guilty every time he looked at you 

"Calvin I understand. I didn't plan for us to be this close to each other. I didn't plan on none of that. But, I want to plan on always staying here. I want to get high with you and have fun. Fuck everything. Just you and me. Fuck everything and everybody. Just focus on you and me." I said as I laid my chin on his shoulder 

"Thanks for being there. I didn't want no one to know how broken I really was." Calvin said as tears were falling down his cheeks 

Calvin hugged you tightly.

"I never thought I would be this close to you (Y/N). You know what?"

"What?" You ask widening your eyes 

"I'm glad." Calvin forced his grin as his head was buried in your chest 

Don't Forget To Vote (I'm going to be updating later on today on this book) 

(A:N)
I am going to be publishing a new leafyishere fanfic. This story is going to be...woo! You'll see. I'll be publishing the book when I get my book cover. So, keep an eye out on that. You will be sipping the tea, let me tell you that! :P