You were Calvin's best friend. You knew very well that he loved acting. He was a professional at it. Believe it or not. You were sitting in a chair watching Calvin acting for a movie he was featuring in. It's been 4-6 hours since Calvin been acting. It was a lot of work for him. 

"Cut!" The director said

"Is there something wrong sir?" Calvin asked the director 

"No Calvin. You're doing excellent! We all need to take a break. I'll be seeing you tomorrow Calvin." The director sighed 

"Alright. Thanks sir." Calvin smiles as he walks towards you 

"Woo!" You sighed getting up from the chair 

"Today was a long day." Calvin laughed 

"It really was... Are you guys almost finished?"

"We're halfway finished." Calvin yawned covering his mouth 

"Oh, okay. Dude, I'm ready to go home."

"I'll take ya home. Don't worry."

"Thank you." You smile 

*Time Skip* 
Calvin's POV

I've dropped (Y/N) off at her home. I was sitting on the edge of my bed. Pills were standing on my beside. I took out my bottle of liquor getting ready to chug it down with a few of these pills. I put about 5 pills in my mouth. I chug those pills down with my bottle of liquor. I drink the rest of the liquor.

*Flash Back*

"I fucking hate you!"

"But, why?" I cried not knowing what I did wrong 

"I wish you would kill yourself already!"

"Please tell me what I did wrong?!"

"I just don't love you..."

*Flash Back Ends* 

I widen my eyes as I try getting back in my right mindset. I go in the kitchen fixing me a glass of liquor. The whole bottle of liquor wasn't enough for me. The waves of pain that was going through my body couldn't go away. It felt like I was drowning. Except the people around me was breathing. I felt like I was suffocating in my own body. I was having a mental breakdown. 

"Calvin." I heard a familiar voice 

I look around not seeing anybody.

"Calvin." The voice says again 

I wasn't seeing anybody. I felt like someone was walking towards me ready to drill my head. 

"Calvin."

I finally look up. Seeing this girl in front of me as I was on my knees. 

"Emma?" I call out her name, noticing her look 

"Calvin?" She calls out my name as she gotten closer to me 

"Emma you're still alive!" I say with a smile forming on my face 

"No I am not Calvin. I'm dead." Emma bluntly says 

My eyes started filling up with tears. "No you're not dead!" I hesitated to realize that

Emma puts her hand on my shoulder. "Calvin it's alright. I know it's been fucked up these last few years. I'm sorry, it was time." 

"What you mean it was time?! Time for what? I love you, and I still do. Please come back!" I begged with tears streaming down my cheeks 

"Calvin I can't." Emma said to me as she tried calming me down 

"Stop trying to calm me down!" I said as I took her hands off me 

"Calvin please calm down. I don't want you to hurt yourself." Emma exclaimed 

"Fuck it! Leave me alone!" I said getting up from the ground, getting me a knife from the raft 

"Calvin no!"

I ran into the bathroom. I took off my shirt, revealing the upper half of my body. I took my knife cutting on my arms.

"Calvin stop!" Emma yelled as she tried to stop me 

"No! There is no way to stop me! I don't want to live anymore! This is all too much!" I screamed as more and more tears streamed down my cheeks 

"Calvin...please stop." Emma said as she puts her hands on me 

"No." I shook my head as I continued cutting on my arms 

"STOP!" I yelled before passing out 

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