Olivia's POV

What have I just done? I slid down to my bedroom floor crying hysterically. Bringing my knees to my chest hugging them tightly as I rocked back and forth. We can't be over, we are never supposed to end. We are supposed to grow old together, it's all my fault. I need to go get her! I need her. I quickly got off the floor throwing a jumper over me and ran out of my room straight out to my car climbing in and slamming the gas down speeding down the roads needing to get my baby back.

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Julie's POV

I walked into the house weakly, not being able to string a sentence together

"W-we broke up" I breathed out shakily as my parents came into view. They just looked at me with a shocked look on their face quickly taking me into their arms as I broke down

"We were never supposed to break up!" I sobbed clenching onto Mam's shirt

"S-she said I was guarded" I sniffed wiping my tears away

"Do you guys think I have walls built up around me?" I cried needing answers

"Bubba of course you have walls built around you, you've been through a lot" Mam said pulling my hair out of my face tying it for me

"I'm just going to head up to bed.." I said sadly once she finished tying my hair

"Sweetheart it's only 8 o'clock" Mum said as I went up the stairs

"I'm tired" I replied walking into my room closing the door behind me. Leaving the lights off walking to my bed blindly landing with a whimper into my pillows I began to let my actually tears and screams into my pillows crying my heart out. How am I meant to go on? she was my everything, my heart and soul. She was a piece of me, she was my other half. Was? is that what we are now? just a past tense noun? Just a memory? I'll never be able to hold her and kiss her whenever I wanted to. Just a part of my past. I hiccuped myself to sleep not even bothering to change out of my jeans and T-shirt. Having no energy what so ever, feeling scared, cold, and lonely on my own. I'm losing control of the girl I am. Sleep came over me fast and I was thankful for that.

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Olivia's POV

I hurriedly climbed out of my car leaving the keys in my car not caring about anything but Julie at the moment. I ran up the steps to the front door knocking frantically until someone opened the door

"Hold up, hold up" Ms. Cole said grabbing me by my wrist as I ran into the house

"I need to see her" I said tears already streaming down my face as I tried to pull my wrist out of her tight grip

"You've really hurt me daughter Olivia" she said yanking me to stand still as I tried to run up the stairs once again

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry" I collapsed onto the marble flooring crying hysterically, she finally released my wrist pulling me into her as I cried every tear contained in my system. My heart ached for her, I needed her.

"Shhhh, there, there. You're okay" I heard Ms. Walsh sooth me rubbing my back comforting me

"Please let me s-see her" I said wiping my tears trying to control my heavy breathing

"She's asleep" Ms. Cole said sadly

"Please I won't wake her up, I just need to see her please!" I begged tears streaming down my cheeks. They both looked at each other before nodding their heads releasing me from the embrace letting me stand up my body physically shaking, my heart thumping against my chest frantically as I slowly climbed up the stairs and slowly cracked the wooden door opened letting myself into Julie's room closing it behind me leaving me stood in the dark.

The only source of light in the room was the moon light streaming through the curtains revealing Julie's silhouette. I took a deep breath as I approached her gently climbing into bed spooning her from behind. Afraid I would hurt her, remembering her bruising I rested my hand against her hip kissing her hair needed to feel her

"Julie, wake up baby" I said shaking her gently, breaking my promise to her parents. I needed to hear her voice

"Mmm" she whimpered sounding close to tears in her deep sleep

"Baby wake up so I can tell you how much you mean to me" I said backing up making her lay on her back revealing her sticky, damp cheeks stained with mascara. she had cried herself to sleep, I could physically feel my heart breaking into a million pieces.

"M-Mam?" she said her voice cracking whilst snuggling into me as she began to cry

"She's left me Mam" she cried harder as I held her against me

"I never left, I'm never leaving you" I said, she instantly tensed up in my arms realizing I wasn't her Mum

"O-Olivia?" She whispered getting out of my arms, climbing out of bed and standing putting distance between us

"Jules.. Baby-" she cut me off

"Don't baby me! You broke up with me" she cried I could see her tears shining as the moonlight beamed down on her. I climbed out of bed standing up facing her

"I didn't mean it" I said my voice cracking

"You can't go around breaking up with people you supposedly love and say you didn't mean it. You can't play with people's hearts like that Olivia!" she said raising her voice getting angry with me already

"Please Julie, please you can't leave me" I dropped down to my knees wrapping my arms around her own pleading and begging crying my eyes out

"My heart beats for you only! How am I meant to go on without you!? Baby I need you!" I sobbed into her thighs crying my eyes out not being able to catch my breath

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Julie's POV

"Come here" I said not barring to see her like this any longer. I helped her standup instantly cuddling her

"Please don't cry" I said as tears streamed down my cheeks

"I don't want us to cry anymore" I sniffed as she sobbed into the crook of my neck

"I love you Julie, I swear I never meant to say those things" she hiccuped trying to stop herself from crying

"We need to talk, come on" I said blindly walking her through the dark over to the sofa sitting her down before turning on the lamp

"Julie I really am sorry" she said the second I took a seat beside her with some distance between us

"I have never, ever had walls built up around me when it came to you! I gave myself completely to you; even after everything that happened with Jake and I" I said needing to get everything off my chest

"Then why are you keeping stuff from me now?" she said not dropping the bruising incident

"Because I don't need the sympathetic looks" I said looking away from her

"When have I ever gave you those looks? I have always been there for you, and I have never for one second gave you the 'I feel sorry for you' look. That's all in your head" she said defending herself

"I know.." I sighed knowing she was right, and there was no point in arguing over something so irrelevant

"Can I kiss it better?" she asked pouting, I nodded letting the fresh tears spill. She crawled over to me kissing my tear tracks clean

"I don't like seeing you cry" she whispered tucking a piece of hair behind my ear

"I hate seeing you cry" I said resting our foreheads together

"I love you" she sighed placing her hand on my cheek

"I love you too" I said kissing her softly tasting her salty lips

"It was Beverly" I said abruptly

"I'm not going to shout or scream, you're just not allowed to go over there anymore" she said I grabbed her shaking hand as she tried to contain her anger

"I'm okay you know.. I just needed to get over it myself" I did kissing the inside of her hands

"And are you over it?" she said lifting my head by my chin

"I'm getting there" I shrugged

"How about you get changed, and I'll go get us some ice cream?" she suggested making me giggle

"I'd like that" I said leaning into her smelling her warming familiar scent