Julie's POV

"Thanks Aunt Nicola" I thanked her, handing her phone back and taking my original seat on the sofa - completely ignoring my parents death stares

"Why are you allowing her to use your phone?" I heard Mum hiss in a low voice to Nicola

"Who did you call?" Mum asked

"Oh I don't know, thought I'd give that sex hot-line a try" I rolled my eyes

"Okay, come on! We're going home" Mam said, standing up and helping Mum to her feet

"Finally" I breathed, standing up and following in my parents footsteps to the front door - they all said their goodnights as we headed to the car

"I'll drive" I said standing by the drivers side, seeing as Mam wasn't in any condition to drive and Mum was heavily pregnant. I took the keys from Mam and waited for them to be seated - both taking their seats in the back

"Is this how it's always going to be?" Mum asked as I drove onto the main road - I wasn't sure if she was talking to me or not

"I'm talking to you" She said, she wasn't shouting; she was speaking in a low tone. Maybe its because she had Mam knocked out in her lap - that woman took drinking to a whole new level

"I'm not following you" I replied, I was completely confused

"We'll talk once we get home" She sighed, looking out the window - I drove home in silence; my thoughts consuming most of my time. Mum and I were constantly butting heads, but when we weren't I would cling onto her. I don't know what it was; it was a love-hate relationship in someway. We were so alike and so different at the same time; I was always trying to be perfect for her - maybe that's what it was.

"I'll get Mam" I said, turning the car off in front of the house and quickly climbing out helping Mum first - she grabbed onto my hand pulling me into an unexpected hug

"I don't like us fighting" Her voice muffled against my hair - I blinked away the tears not wanting to cry right now

"We're not fighting" I pulled back, giving her a teary smile - she pouted looking at me for a few seconds; almost as if she wanted to take a mental picture of me

"I'll go inside and make us both a cuppa by the time you help your Mam in" She kissed my temple and pulled away all together - going in slow pace up the stairs, I watched her until she went safely inside

"Come on you drunk" I giggled helping Mam out

"Its Kimba's fault" She whined, holding onto me; her arms wrapped around my shoulder - her legs dragging along the graveled ground

"Bed?" I asked, soon as I closed the front door

"Mhmm.. Take us to your Mum first I have to kiss her goodnight" She murmured, I couldn't help but smile at how cute she was - even when she was pissed out of her mind she still thought about Mum. I walked her into the kitchen getting Mum's attention

"She wants to kiss you goodnight" I laughed lightly, walking her over to Mum

"Good night baby" Mum said, giving her a long lingering kiss

"I love you" Mam sighed, giving her another kiss - it was always like Mam to be more affectionate when she was drunk. But, drunk or not she was still this affectionate with Mum

"I love you too, I'll be up later on.. Sleep well" Mum finally said after releasing her from a tight hug and another kiss. I helped Mam out of the kitchen and straight up to her bedroom - getting her changed into some jammies

"You know I love you too, right bubba?" She yawned, getting comfortable in bed whilst I tucked her in

"And I love you too! Good night Mam" I kissed her forehead and slowly walked out of the bedroom turning off the lights on my way out - I was dreading the conversation I was going to have with Mum, I knew there would be tears involved.

"Come on" Mum patted the empty space beside her on the sofa - I let out a puff of air and took my seat; accepting the cuppa tea from her

"What's going on?" She asked, taking a sip out of her tea - giving me her full attention

"Why does there have to be something wrong" I shrugged - there really wasn't anything wrong, I was just being a moody teenager

"You're always wanting to pick a fight with me, have I done something wrong?" She set her cuppa down, turning around to face me - taking my hand in hers; giving it an affectionate stroke

"No Mum I swear you haven't-" I reassured her

"I'm just upset with myself, I don't like it when I fight with you.. It's just with the whole getting sent home got to me! I still want to kick dick-faces ass!" I complained to her

"Are you ever going to call him by his proper name?" She chuckled, giving my hand a tug and pulling me into her for a cuddle

"No" I whispered, getting a laugh in return

"Who were you on the phone with earlier?" she asked, running her fingers through my hair

"Nana Joan" I said, snuggling further into her - enjoying this moment; her warmth always brought comfort to me

"Mum?"

"Hmm?" She said, reaching for her cuppa again - but never letting me go

"I'm scared of growing up" I confessed, I had been battling with myself a lot recently over this particular confession

"I never want you to grow up.. Why are you afraid of growing up?" She asked gently, my head resting against her baby bump - wrapping my arms around her tightly

"B-Because you wont hold me like this when I'm older" I let the first tear slip down my cheek - crying silently against her

"You wont hold me until I fall asleep, you wont pull me onto your lap and give me cuddles and kisses, you wont feed me like a b-baby.. I'm scared of growing up.. I never had this affection when I was little.. and I'm scared it'll all go away once I get older" I cried, she didn't say anything for quite sometime - she just held me, kissing my temple occasionally until my cries turned into sniffles

"Come here" She pushed me by my shoulders, pulling me over onto her lap - wrapping her arms around my waist; holding me against her. My head resting against her shoulder - she began rocking me back and forth, like a baby being cradled in their mothers arms

"I'll never stop holding you like this, I'll never not kiss you good night, I'll always hold you like a baby, and feed you.. because I never want you to grow up. I understand you've been neglected from all this affection as a child.. you'll always be my little baby to me.. I'm sorry if I ever made you feel like you needed to grow up-" She paused, cradling my face between her hands - wiping away my tears

"I only do that because I care for you, I don't want people thinking you are weak! But now I feel stupid for saying that.. because I know you're a strong girl out their in the real world.. only letting your Mam and I see your vulnerability" She smiled, getting teary eyed as well

"I love you, and I will never stop showing you just how much" She finished, kissing every inch of my face urgently - letting her lips linger longer against my wet cheeks

"I'm sorry" I sniffled, wrapping my arms back around her neck - burying my face into her crook; her scent intoxicating my brain, and putting my heart back at ease

"There's nothing to be sorry about Angel" She whispered, her hand rubbing up and down my back - comforting me

"I love you too Mum" I said, not realizing I had responded to her 'I love you' and I did love her - she was everything a girl wanted in a Mum

**

Kim's POV

I rest onto my side, watching my sleeping beauty of a wife dream. It was still early morning, the sun was just creeping up and the baby had woke me up with her kicking - but I was glad she woke me up. I always enjoyed watching Cheryl sleep, her morning glow enhanced by her sweet dreams. She was breathtaking, even after all these years I still fancied her like crazy.

I shuffled closer to her, her hair messily around her face as she laid sleeping on her stomach - we'd always fall asleep snuggled into each other and I'd always wake up with her sprawled out onto the bed. She was never a peacefully sleeper

I brought my lips over to hers, placing barely there kisses along her puffy morning lips - they were always more full in the morning, her cheeks a bit inflated and her eyes just a little swollen. I loved her morning face, it was so radiant; and fresh.

"Mm" She moaned in her sleep - I couldn't help myself, so I kissed her harder, and rougher - my tongue easing itself into her mouth. The taste of her breath lingering against my tongue - seconds passed and she began kissing me with just as much hunger.

"Good morning" She mumbled against my lips, crawling closer to me; her legs slots between my own - I couldn't wait to give birth, so she could finally lay on top of me - properly

"Ooo morning breath" I said pulling back, it was okay for me to kiss her that way - but I didn't want her to get disgusted of me

"Kimba!" She gasped, grabbing my face and forcing my lips back to hers - diving her tongue straight in; I guess she didn't care either

"I had a dream about you" She said, kissing along my jaw and sucking down on my sweetspot

"Ahh! What w-was your dream about?" I bit my lower lip, she knew where my sensitive spot was and she always used it to her advantage

"We were in Paris" She looked up, her face beaming with happiness

"Would you want to go to Paris? .. Again?" I asked

"Yes my love I would, because when we went we weren't together.. And it is the city of love after all" She smirked, I took this opportunity to roll her over - hovering myself on top of her

"Do you know how to speak French?" I raised my eyebrow

"Wee wee.. Erm.. Croissant" She shrugged, speaking in a daft french accent - I couldn't help but laugh

"Oh shut it man! Like you know how to speak French" She pouted, I knew some french - but I wasn't very fluent in it; I was pretty smug about it because I was way better than her

"Oui je parle français" I whispered huskily, her eyes widening in shock

"As if! I didn't know you could speak French! More Kimba! God could you get anymore sexier?! Speak to us in French baby" She breathed, I could tell this was turning her on, so I did what she wanted

"Je t'aime ma belle princesse" I whispered in her ear - tugging on her earlobe

"Fck" She was already rocking her hips against me, she was needing my touch - and she wasn't hiding it

"More" She begged

"J'ai faim" I bit down on her collarbone - knowing how much she loved that

"Fck! That sounded so sexy baby" She moaned, little did she know I just said 'I'm hungry' but then again anything sounded sexy in French

"You're sexy" I purred, removing her oversized vest top - leaving her in her buff

"You know what's sexier than French?" She breathed, flipping me over so she was on top

"What's that?" She was looking at me with so much hunger in her eyes - it was frightening to think what she was going to do next

"Your sexy Yorkshire accent" She growled, diving down and ripping my knickers straight off - oh yes. She was hungry for me.

**

Julie's POV

"Hello?" I whispered in a hushed tone, I had stolen the house phone and hid myself in the coat closet

"Julie?" Came Libby's voice

"Hi baby.. I miss you" I whimpered, my chin trembling as my emotions got the best of me

"Don't cry babe.. Please" She sniffed

"I feel like I'm in prison, I had to steal the fcking house phone to call you" I hissed, wiping my tears with the back of my hand

"Please come over" I begged, I hadn't seen her since school and that was about two days ago - it might sound crazy to some, but it feels like ages to me

"Your Mam would kill me if I showed up" She argued

"Please babe! Please! I'm leaving with Mam tomorrow! Please" I begged again, I needed to see her - it felt as if I was suffering when I didn't see her

"I can-"

"Please!" I cried, covering my face in hopes my cries won't be heard by my parents - as I sat on the floor in this pitch black coat closet

"Okay, okay.. I'm coming, but if your Mam goes off on me I'll kill you" She said, I could hear her already shuffling around and putting clothes on

"I love you, you know that right?" I sniffed, laying on my side against the cold hardwood flooring

"Yeah I know.. And I also know you have me in the palm of your hand! Wrapped around that little manicured finger of yours" She tutted, making me giggle - she always knew the right thing to say

"Good thing you know that" I smiled, she didn't reply and I knew she was running around her room; perfecting herself for me.

"I'll see you in a bit.. And I love you too" She said, making kissing noises - god I loved her.

"Byeeee" She sang, ending the call - I took a deep breath, standing up to my feet again. I popped my head out of the door; nearly jumping out of my skin

"What the hell!" I screeched, my hand flying against my chest - Mam was standing outside of the door with her eyebrow raised and arms folded; tapping her foot impatiently

"Give it here" She opened her hand, I huffed placing the phone in her hand

"Who were you on the phone with?" She asked, checking the caller ID

"Libby" I whispered, looking down at my feet

"I told her to come over" I looked at her, she shook her head with a sigh

"Mam, I'm leaving with you tomorrow! I haven't seen her in about two days" I frowned, leaving my pout on display; giving her my best puppy dog eyes

"Fine.. But only because we're leaving tomorrow" She smirked, my frown instantly turning into a full beam - lunging myself at her

"Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!" I hugged her tightly - giggling against her chest as she returned the hug

"I would have said yes from the beginning if I knew you'd be this happy" She pouted, pinching my nose and giving it a kiss

"Keep that in mind for next time" I winked, untangling myself from her

"Alright cheeky.. Make sure to have your clothes packed by tonight, we're leaving first thing in the morning" She said whilst tying my hair - I always found her doing that

"I like when your hair is up, shows your beautiful face more" She smiled, giving my cheek a kiss and walking away - it was small things like that, that always made my day better and brighter. I must have been stood in the corridor with a goofy smile playing across my lips for a while because the doorbell brought me back to reality - my smile growing already knowing who was at the door. I broke into a run - running straight over to the front door; flinging it wide open

"Baby!" I squealed, jumping into her arms - my legs wrapping themselves around her waist as I showered her with kisses

"Mmmm I missed you" I said, kissing her neck, urgently reaching her lips - kissing her passionately

"Babe-" I cut her off with my tongue going straight into her - working frantically inside of her warm mouth. She began to giggle against my lips, forcefully pulling my lips away from her

"Let me just shut the door" She laughed, keeping her arms around me - she turned to her side closing the door with her hip

"Hi" She smiled, looking at me with love sparkling in her eyes - I smiled shyly, biting my lower lip; giving her an eskimo kiss

"Hi" I breathed, letting her set me down - lacing our fingers together and leading her into the kitchen

"Are you hungry?" I asked, already rummaging through the fridge

"Depends what you've got" She replied, we really didn't have much - my family lived on takeaway and restaurants

"Insta noodles?" I asked with a giggle, walking over to the cabinet and pulling out two chicken noodle cups

"Those things are filled with artificial! Do you know how bad they're for you! The sodium levels in them are so high" She shook her head - I just rolled my eyes; completely ignoring her and making the insta noodles for us regardless

"Well it's either this or two day old pizza!" I raised my eyebrow, popping the cups into the microwave and waiting for them to cook

"Mam said she'd go to the market before we left.. She didn't want Mum leaving the house on her own" I smiled, walking over to her and wrapping my arms around her waist

"Libbaboo" I cooed, giving her my best pout

"What do you want?" She narrowed her eyes

"Can you help me pack?" I bit my lower lip - she tutted with a huff

"Just like when I 'helped' you pack for bora bora?" She air quoted

"Exactly like that" I laughed, hopping over to the microwave for our finished soups

"You better help this time" She accepted the steaming cup from me along with a fork

"But baby, you are so organized! You do it better! I always just throw them in there.. Plus my clothes are never creased when you do it" I complemented her, leading us both up to my room

"Yeah, Yeah.. You're only saying that so you're in my good books" She blew me a raspberry - taking her spot on the sofa

"Didn't you know.. I've been in your good books" I winked, sitting on the other end of the sofa and propping my legs onto her lap

"How long are you guys going for?" She asked, blowing on her hot noodles and eating them with manors - unlike me I was shoveling them into my mouth; slurping and making obnoxious noises

"Five days" I said with my mouth full

"Babe.. like this" She instructed, showing me how the noodles are eaten; eating them ever so elegantly

"It's not like I eat like this in public" I shrugged, continuing my sloppy eating

"I would sure hope you don't! I wouldn't be seen with you in public" She joked, giving the bottom of my foot a tickle

"Stop it!" I giggled, bringing my legs up to my knees

"You excited?" She asked, setting her empty noodle cup onto the mirrored coffee table

"I guess.. I've never been before" I shrugged, passing her over my empty cup and having her place it onto the table for me

"It's really beautiful.. Very, movie like" She smiled, crawling over to me - setting my legs down and slotting herself between them

"Are you going to miss me?" I asked, sliding down the sofa; cuddling closer - our limbs tangled together

"Hmm probably not" She winked, turning around and laying between my legs; her arms rest against my chest with her chin on top

"Well I know I am" I stuck my tongue out; getting a beautiful giggle from her

"I will miss you" She whispered shyly

"You know how I'll miss you even more?" I stroked her cheek - knowing she loved it when I did that; she instantly leaned into the contact

"Hmm?"

"If you pack my clothes for me" I laughed at her expression

"Is that why you invited me over!" She huffed, sitting up and folding her arms across her chest

"That.. and so I could see your sexy arse! Babe!! Those squats are making your ass bigger! No more! Wouldn't want anyone checking out my girl!" I pouted with furrowed eyebrows - pulling her back down to me

"You don't like my arse?" She raised her eyebrow

"Oh no.. I love your arse" I purred, giving her a squeeze

"So I should stop going to the gym?" She asked seriously

"Yes, you should come to our gym downstairs and give me a little show" I winked

"I might just do that"

"Now I've got an even better work out for ya" I stood up, holding my hand out for her and dragging her into my wardrobe room

"My case is up there! Grab it and pack it" I clapped my hands in demand

"You're such a little b*tch!" She scowled, doing as I said

"If you pack it good, I'll give you a treat after" I bit my lower lip, raising my shirt - showing my bra before quickly pulling it back down

"Uh-ah once you've packed you get some" I shook my finger getting a huff from her - and she quickly began to get to work