Julies POV

It was just a nightmare, I woke up from my sleep in a pool of sweat - I hadn't had nightmares in awhile. It was only when something drastic was happening in my life they would return - and in full force. I don't remember what the dream was, but all I could picture was my foster dad over my body - thrusting himself inside of me. It was dark now, the sun had set and I was still in the front room - the only light was emerging from the kitchen. I walked in there to be met by the cringing smell of alcohol and smoke.

"H-Hey sweetheart.. C-Come here and sit on Mammy's lap" She was drunk, and I knew why she was in this state - it seemed to always be my doing.

"I'm sorry" I whispered, she sloppily cuddled me - locking me into her embrace; as if she was trying to shield me from the cruel world

"Did I-I everrr tell you about that one t-time I aaalmost killed meself" She hiccupped, I didn't want to hear this

"I-I was looking for you, I looked for you for daysss. I couldn't find ya's" She was confessing her past to me, and I wasn't sure if I wanted to listen - but a part of me wanted to hear this dark past of hers. It some how made sense to me - some how, some way; I once wanted to kill myself

"I'm such a bad Mam" She cried, the alcohol making her a bit more emotional

"Hey" I whispered, sitting up in her lap and taking her into my arms - the roles were reversed now. She needed me.

"I shouldn't have let you go all them years ago.. We have sh*tty luck us Tweedy's" She laughed, although nothing was remotely funny about what had happened today

"We're always in some sh*t" She hiccupped, going to reach for her drink - I moved it out of the way; not wanting her to kill her liver anymore

"How about some coffee?" I smiled, standing up to my feet and placing a kiss against her forehead - because I knew she needed some affection from me

"Where's Mum?" I asked, trying to keep her mind out of the dark

"S-She's really tired, I've been a shit Mam and wife" She cried, my heart was breaking at the sight of her - she was broken.

"Here have this, it'll make you feel better" I placed the steaming brew in front of her and took the vodka bottle and empty glass cup draining the remains of it in the sink - not wanting her to drink anymore.

"You know.. It's really nice outside. Why don't we have a little sit out back?" I was talking to her like a child, I didn't want to say the wrong thing and set her off. She nodded agreeing, I grabbed the quilt off the sofa and walked out hand-in-hand into the chilly November night.

"Be careful" I said, taking the hot coffee cup from her hands as she tripped over her clumsy feet. We walked over to the patio set cuddling close to each other - wrapped in a quilt, but the more powerful source of heat was our love for each other binding us together

"Better?" I asked, watching her take little sips of the healing coffee

"Mhmm" She hummed, resting her head against my chest - I have never seen Mam in this state before; it reminded me of myself. It's as if I was holding myself all those years ago - when I had lost all hope.

"You're me daughter Julie" She said, she wasn't looking at me - she was speaking into a far distance; speaking her mind to me, letting me into that damaged mind of hers.

"And you're my Mam" I could feel her smiling - her breathing was a sigh of relief, maybe she thought I would go and live with Margret. She doubted our strong relationship for a second - becoming into this insecure shell.

"I would never choose anyone over you Mam" I needed to reassure her, I needed her to stop with all the crazy thoughts that were running through her consciousness

"I love you far too much to let anyone come in and take your spot - because no one will ever take your place" I held her closer to me, taking the now empty cup of coffee setting it down onto the end table beside me

"I almost lost me mind you know" She said letting out a breathe of air - I didn't say anything; simply wanting her to continue

"I don't know what I would have done if I lost you, you're mine Julie.. Mine" She whispered the last part - I wasn't upset that she had somehow just told me she 'owned me' because I belonged to her, I'll always belong to her.

"I'm yours Mam.. I'm yours"

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Authors POV

They sat out all night until their eyes became heavy - sleep was calling their names.

"Good night bubba" Cheryl whispered, tucking her sleepy daughter into bed, kissing her anywhere her lips could land. In some way Julie was enjoying this side of her Mam - she felt loved and cared for.

"Mammy loves you" Cheryl said one last time, placing a kiss against her temple and walking out of the bedroom - the house was dead quiet. The only sound to be heard was Cheryl's heavy footsteps making their way into her and Kimberley's bedroom - finding her sound asleep. She crawled into bed, spooning her wife from behind; placing kisses against her soft scented skin. Cheryl always became more affectionate when there was alcohol in her system and her libido was always set off to a high.

"Mmm I'm sorry baby" Cheryl moaned, her lips frantically working their way along her wife's body - turning her sleeping Kimberley around to get better access of her smooth neck.

"Cheryl you stink" Kimberley groaned pushing Cheryl off her - she wasn't in the mood for her drunken sloppiness.

"Let us just have you" Cheryl muttered, lifting Kimberley top off revealing her bare breasts - She was fast; her hands wildly working themselves around Kimberley's goddess body. Sucking down on her nipples - needing to taste her.

"Cheryl please! Not tonight!" Kimberley was growing frustrated with Cheryl hounding her body down - licking every inch of her body; begging to have a taste of her wife

"Please Kimba, Please" Cheryl cried, her lips trembling as they continued their assault. Kimberley found herself giving in - letting Cheryl have her body. She couldn't reject her any longer - Cheryl was tearing off her clothe; leaving her bare naked

"Yes, that's it" Cheryl murmured to herself - she was standing on her knees taking all of Kimberley in; overwhelmed by her beauty

"Do you know what I love?" Asked Cheryl, She grabbed Kimberley by her legs; allowing her to stand between her thighs - as she stayed looking down at a vulnerable Kimberley. Cheryl had turned into a wild animal - her eyes dark and filled with hunger

"What do you love Cheryl?" Kimberley breathed, Cheryl loved it when Kimberley used her name in bed - it made her throbbing center go crazy

"I love when you watch us" Cheryl purred, slowly removing her clothes - giving Kimberley a little show; it's as if Kim was hypnotized; she couldn't look away. She secretly loved possessive Cheryl

"Are you watching us?" She asked, Kimberley lay there watching Cheryl touch herself - her hands roaming her own body. It was turning her on beyond belief - she went from being annoyed to getting horny within seconds

"Have some" Cheryl whispered, she lowered her mound down to Kimberley's mouth; grazing her nipple against her wife's naturally pouty lips. Kim didn't hesitate as she took the perky breast into her mouth - sending Cheryl into moans of pleasure

"Let us have some too" Cheryl sat up once again, pushing her wife aggressively down the bed - she crawled over behind Kimberley's head allowing both access of each other's mounds - it was something they had never done before. They were both enjoying it - and would soon be making it into a regular position for the both of them.

"Tell us you like it" Cheryl demanded, switching to Kimberley's left mound - giving it the same attention

"Tell us" Cheryl ordered, Kimberley was already out of breath and she needed Cheryl to touch her - because the throbbing sensation was becoming overwhelming for her pregnancy state

"I don't like it, I love it" That only encourage Cheryl to continue her adventure. She smirked crawling over her wife and positioning into a 69 scene - giving them both access to each other's soaking centers

"Ahhh" Cheryl moaned, Kimberley was already working away inside of her - Cheryl wanted to take her time; she wanted to taste her, feeling her, and more importantly smell her. It was something about Kimberley's scent that drove her crazy. She lowered her nose, running it through Kimberley's wet folds - Kimberley loved the teasing - she loved it when Cheryl took her time.

Cheryl brought her tongue out, gliding it through the beautiful pink labia's. She moaned as the taste of Kimberley's arousal set her taste buds off; encouraging her to go on - further inside Kimberley; guiding her tongue down her anal and back up to her wet center. She tasted fcking amazing.

Cheryl was close, and she wanted Kimberley to come with her - she ate her out hungrily, it was something else that Kimberley loved - she loved when Cheryl was rough in bed; claiming what was hers.

"Fck!" She heard Kimberley breathe against her center - they were both close and they were going to cum together.

"Ahhh" They both screamed simultaneously - coming together; both their bodies twitching from the pleasure taking of both their bodies. It was a night they will both never forget.