Julie's POV

"I don't want you acting like that ever again!" Jason snapped as I walked through the house, I finally managed to calm myself down after Mam and Mum gave me endless cuddles and kisses to get me through the week

"I don't like you! I want to be home with Mam and Mum!" I shouted, turning around to face him

"She's not your Mum! Last time I checked it was my fcking sperm that impregnanted your Mam!" He shot back, he was challenging me. He was challenging a sixteen year old

"Last time I checked you had a fcking pussy! Mum has a bigger d*ck than you will ever have!" I said, making his eyes go wide. I didn't give a fck what he thought anymore

"Go to your room! You're not allowed to come out of there!" He said shoving me into my bedroom and locking it behind me

"Fcking asshole!" I hissed throwing myself onto the bed, I wanted my parents. I wanted them now, I hated it here. I felt like I was in a prison, forced to stay - there was no love here, this room consumed tears and sorrow. It was filled with bad memories, I hated it.

Me: Libby, please come to Jason's :( x

I needed her, more than ever. I needed her to hold me, and kiss me - even if we weren't on the best of terms right now, I knew she still loved me; even if she didn't say it back.

Libby: You know he hates me, he hates the thought of us even together! x

Me: Come from my window! Please baby, I need you x

I was hoping she would come, I needed her to come hold me. Talk until the early hours and fall asleep in each other's arms

Libby: Fine! x

I can hear her huffing and puffing through that text. Seeing her today wasn't enough, that kiss that we shared; wasn't enough. I wanted to freshen up before she comes, but there is no ensuite in this bedroom - and I'm locked in. When I was a child I would dream I was Rapunzel locked away in her room by her evil mother - in my case foster mother's.

I guess nothing has changed, because I'm back to the same situation. Who knew Jason could be such an asshole? As soon as he found out I was a lesbian he made a 360 turn on me, he hates me - I hate him. I was brought out of my thoughts by a light tapping on my window. Libby. My heart instantly fluttered filling my stomach up with a million butterflies

"Hi baby" I whispered opening up the window cautiously letting her in

"Hi" She breathed out, I didn't think twice before wrapping my arms around her - inhaling her scent. The sweet scent that I've missed all too much

"We can't talk too loud" I whispered, I was afraid he was going to open the door any second and explode on the both of us. She nodded letting me lead her to the bed. Cuddling with each other - our limbs braided together. No words being exchanged, just the occasional shy smile. Like we were on our first date, although I highly doubt this would be considered a date

"I missed you" I said kissing her cheek a few times, I don't know what it was but I still felt as if I couldn't kiss her lips whenever I wanted to, there was still a force shield around her - she still hasn't let me in yet.

"I missed you too, I'm sorry I couldn't join you today" I could tell she wanted to kiss me too, her eyes flickering from my lips and back up to my brightly lit hazel eyes. I had to initiate it, I needed to kiss her. So I did, I closed the gap between us; this kiss was a 'I missed you' it was 'Never stop kissing me' and everything else in between. It was an urgent kiss, because I have neglected those lips for so long - far too long. I found myself laying on top of her, kissing passionately

"You know Jason locked me in here?" I said kissing her again, I never wanted to leave her lips - they were addicting

"Why?" She must have felt the same, we were speaking in between kisses; making up for all the kisses we lost out on. I pulled away, hovering over her - my arms on either side of her head

"I called him a pussy and said Mum had a bigger dick than he will ever have" I said breathlessly making her giggle, her naturally puffy lips now swollen and red from the intense make out session we just had

"I missed you" I whispered, placing barely there kisses on her lips

"I never stopped thinking about you, you were always on my mind" She blushed at my confession, averting her eyes from my intense stare

"Don't do that" I said sadly

"We never used to look away, I loved when you locked your eyes with mine. It made me feel secure, loved, and wanted" She brought her eyes back to mine, her dark orbs - gazing into my light orbs mixing our emotions together. All the unspoken words, being spoken through our eyes

"What do you feel now?" She asked, never looking away

"I feel loved, I know you still love me-"

"A love like that doesn't just go away Julie.. I just need-"

"Time. I know babe, I'm not rushing you. I know what I did isn't forgiven within a day" I understood, I did and I needed her to know that

"I'm glad you understand" She sighed lightly, closing her eyes as my forehead came into contact with hers

"I just need you to know, that I really am sorry and I love you more than anything in this world. I love you Olivia." I didn't want her to reply to that, so I kissed her - this kiss wasn't rushed or rough; it was gentle, our tongues dancing in a slow rhythm, swirling together like air brushing against delicate skin. It was a perfect moment.

"Sport!" Almost perfect. Both our eyes shot open, jolting apart from each other; hearts racing

"Y-Yeah?" I gulped, I was afraid he'd walk in any second

"Come out for dinner" He said in a demanding tone. It wasn't a question, it was an order

"I'm not hungry"

"I didn't ask! Come out for dinner!" He said raising his voice, my face crumbled when Libby looked at me

"Ok" I whispered, and with that he we gone

"Come here" She said gently, opening up her arms - inviting me into her world. Her arms wrapped around me, giving me a cuddle; transferring some confidence into me.

"I'll see you Monday" She said placing a lingering kiss against my lips, before leaving me cold. Cold from what my life had turned into. Just like that, I had her in my arms, and before I knew it she was gone. Like a dream.

"What took you so long?" He asked, looking at me closely; maybe he thought my eyes would tell him something

"I was fcking myself" I said, making Beverly gasp and cover little Lisa's ears

"Go back to your room! You're not having any dinner tonight!" He hissed getting up and dragging me back to my room and practically throwing me in there. I began to cry, and I cursed myself for allowing him to be the reason behind these tears. I needed Mam, I needed her to hold me until I fell asleep. I picked up my phone and called her, as I cried into my pillow

"Hello?" Came the instant answer, like she had been waiting for my phone call

"M-Mam, please come get m-me" I sobbed down the phone, she was going to be so upset that I couldn't stay strong, after promising her I would

"What happened!?" She panicked

"H-He, He's so mean to me Mammy" My cries weren't settling down, in fact they were growing louder by the second

"Baby, you know I'm not allowed to come get you" Her voice was becoming thick, she was on the verge of tears and it was all my doing

"I-I'm sorry"

"Why are you apologizing bubba?" She whispered

"B-Because I'm sorry" I didn't know what I was apologizing for, I kept blaming myself for the situation my family was in. If I hadn't thrown that party and got arrested - Jason wouldn't have been fighting for custody

"Angel" Came Mum's voice, my insides instantly lighting up as her voice flowed into my ear

"M-Mummy" But it did the total opposite with my physical reaction, making me cry even harder

"I need you to take a deep breath and calm down. I'm not speaking to you when you're like this" She said a little more sternly, taking a different approach to the situation. I listened to her, inhaling and exhaling until I had calmed down

"Better?" She asked, noticing my cries had come to a stop

"B-Better" I hiccuped

"You're going to stay strong until these few months are over! You'll be here before you know it sweetheart. Just hang in there" She said, trying her best to give me some sort of encouraging words to get me through the night

"He hates me, he's so mean to m-me" I felt like a child tattle-tailing

"I'll give you double cuddles the next time I see you" She said making me giggle

"You promise?" I sniffed wiping my tears away

"I promise. I love you! Now here speak to your Mam" She finished, handing the phone back over to Mam

"Hey Bubba" She said bringing my smile back to my face

"I love you Mam" I said straight away

"I love you too, I promised you I was going to make all of this better. Just be patient with us"

"I will. Hey Mam?" I said pulling the duvet over me and getting comfortable in bed

"Yeah?"

"Can you talk to me until I fall asleep?" And she did, because she always does. Telling me about how her day went, what Mum's cravings were. My parents would drop everything just to make me happy, to see that smile back on my face. They loved me, and I soon fell asleep with the feeling of being loved floating away in my system. The last words I heard before dreamland came through were

"Good night my sweet angel, your Mam loves you"

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Julie's POV

"Fcking prick!" I groaned walking into class the next morning

"Good morning sunshine!" Libby's sarcastic tone came through

"Someone is in a very happy mood this morning" She giggled, watching me huff as I took my seat beside her

"Fcking Jason wouldn't let me drive to school today! He said it'll teach me for acting up yesterday" I was fuming, if I could kill him I would

"What'd you do?" She asked, already knowing I threw gas into the fire

"He asked me 'What took you so long?' you know after you left and I simply said 'I was fcking myself'" I shrugged, making her gasp followed by a laugh, her beautiful musical laugh

"You do this to yourself" She shook her head

"What ever. Baby, I don't feel good today" I whined wrapping my arms around my stomach

"What's the matter" She asked, running her hands through my hair as I laid my head against the wooden desk

"My stomach hurts" I pouted

"Maybe you just got a cold" She suggested, kissing my forehead a few times

"Mhmm probably" Cameron, was a no show in class today. Maybe she was trying to avoid us, I had her in my bad books - and no matter how many times I promised Libby I wouldn't fight, I couldn't help but picture myself beating her senselessly. First period went by in a flash, and I soon found myself in science - the pain in my stomach was growing by the seconds that ticked away on the clock

"Professor Lawrence can I please go to the bathroom" I asked weakly, before he said a yes or no I was out of that class faster than a blink of an eye. I went straight into an empty stool and gasped at the sight of blood in my knickers. I panicked, this has never happened to me and I soon began to cry. I'm dying. I pulled out my phone and dialed Mam's number to say my goodbyes, the blood was gushing out of me, and I was sweating like a pig

"Hello?"

"Mam.. I'm bleeding to death" I said weakly, my breathing becoming harder to take

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU'RE BLEEDING TO DEATH!?" She shouted down the phone in a panic

"Im dying.. I love you Mam" The pain was growing, like sharp stabs to my uterus

"Julie!! What is going on!!?"

"I'm bleeding from my vagina Mam, I'm losing a lot of blood" I was growing dizzy, the pain was too much. Mam began laughing, making my face turn into a frown

"Mam, I'm dying and you're laughing?!" I was pissed, is that the last thing she wants to tell me before I die

"Baby, you got your period! You're not dying" She said through her laughter

"Well it hurts! It hurts a lot!! Can you please come get me?" I asked, maybe this would be an excuse to see my parents. She hesitated for a second

"Mam please! I'd come to you, but Jason wouldn't let me drive my car to school today" I pouted

"O-Okay, I guess I'll call him or something. I'm coming" I was fist pumping as I sat on the toilet. The pain long forgotten

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Cheryl's POV

"So I just put it like that?" Julie asked, still completely confused on how a pad works

"Yes Bubba, when you're older you can use the tampons" I said taking the knickers from her and putting the pad on, showing her exactly how it's done

"My tummy still hurts" She cried, I walked her back to bed and tucked her in. Making her as comfortable as possible

"Here, put this hot water bottle on it"

"Love you Mam" She yawned closing her eyes - ready to let sleep take over

"Love you too Bubba" I said kissing her forehead before walking out of her room and down to the front room

"Is she any better?" Kim asked, taking my hand and pulling us down to cuddle beside her

"Her stomach hurts" I said taking my phone out and dialing Jason's number, ready to hear his never ending complains

"Hello?"

"Jason, I've picked up Julie from school b-"

"You're not allowed to do that!! Don't make me call the judge!!" He shouted

"Will you shut the fck up and Let us speak!" I snapped, making him go quiet

"Julie got her period, and she called us to come get her!" I said, but he obviously had a thing or two to say

"If you had forgot I was married to a fcking woman! Bring her home this instant!" He demanded

"She's sleeping!" I looked at Kimba, hoping her eyes would calm us down, but I wanted to drive meself to his house and knock him dead

"The minute she wakes up I want her back here!"

"What ever! Good bye!!!" I shouted shutting the phone in his face

"He's going to kill us! He's going to give us a fcking heart attack!" I complained to Kimba

"Calm down baby" She cooed, pulling us close to her

"I can't wait until the next two months fly by, so we can fcking get our baby back" I sighed, resting me head against Kimba's chest, letting her sooth us

"We are going to get through this, no more stress babe" She said kissing us on me temple

"I'll try" I was praying that the next trial would go how we wanted. Because I couldn't stand seeing Julie like this any longer