Julie's POV

Never would I have thought in all my days would I be standing outside a building that haunted me, killed me; internally. Hopes and dreams of escaping; Hoping to find love I so craved for that sent me into a dreamland high and terrified me all at the same time.. Yet; it calmed me. I walked into the building my eye instantly catching the slogan sprawled across the blue colored walls quoting 'Unconditional Love is Found in The Warmth of Your Parents Embrace' I couldn't help but remember my parents hugs and cuddles, the ones that made my insides melt from the oozing love it exposed.

"Hello welcome to Luke's Orphanage what can I do for you?" A perky blonde said excitedly behind her black framed glasses

"Hi.. I was wondering if it would be alright to just.. Kind of be a visitor for the day?" I asked nervously, I don't know where my confidence vanished to; but I could really use some right now.

"Oh of course! Let me just have your first and last name and I'll get you a little pretty name tag to clip on" How many cups of coffees did this one have? I thought to myself

"Julie Tweedy-Walsh" I said hoping she wouldn't recognize my name

"No! No way! Aren't you Kimberley Walsh and Cheryl Coles little girl?" she asked her eyes examining me closely

"Erm.. it's actually Tweedy-Walsh, and-" I looked around making sure she hasn't caught anyones attention from her giddy and over the top personality. Looks like they're used to it around here.

"Could you maybe, you know.. Keep it down. I don't want any attention" I said seriously hoping she'd shut up

"Oo sorry.. I'll keep it down if you promise to come back here again with autographs from your parents?" Was she being for real? For gods sake we are here for the children.

"Yeah sure.. Can I have that visitors pass now?" I said holding my hand out for the name tag

"Oop! Soz! Look at me being unprofessional" She clapped her hands together before fussing about getting my name-tag together

"There you go, all nice and written in pink Sharpie" I would hate working with her.

"Erm.. Thanks.." I said taking the pin from her perfectly pink manicured nails and pinning the tag over my left chest

"Don't forget to come back for another visit!" She shouted behind me as I saw myself out of the office.

How do I go about this? I thought to myself as I walked through the abandoned halls. I traced my finger along the metal lockers sighing to myself remembering I once used to have lockers that matched these. I figured the kids would be outside seeing the London weather had been cooperating recently. I was right, they were outside playing away on the jungle gym, laughing and giggling; Not a care in the world. I was never like that, always to myself as a kid; still am. I sat myself on a bench and watched them from afar until I plucked up the courage to approach them.

"You wanna play catch?" A beautiful little girl that looked to be about the age of 9, she had brown locks that cascaded over her shoulders and green eyes that screamed wanting to be loved.

"I'll play with you on one condition" I said standing up and kneeling down on one knee to match her height; meeting her at eye level

"What? What?" She asked excitedly jumping in her spot making her hair bounce along with her

"You tell me your name" I said giving her a warming smile

"Sophie, My names Sophie" she repeated instantly handing me the purple ball

"That's a beautiful name Sophie, just like you" I said making her blush and smile widely

"How do you want to play then?" I asked and she instantly ran some distant between us

"Throw it here" She giggled waving her hands in the air. How could someone give up their child, look at her; she didn't even know how difficult her life will become. Maybe I'm thinking too far into things, maybe everyone's life won't be like mine? Maybe she'll actually find foster parents who will love her unconditionally. My parents are somewhere in the city now, at some high-end, overly priced, over the top clinic starting their family.. Here I am, a mistake from Mam's past.

"So what is it you like to do for fun Soph?" I asked her as we sat cross legged across from each other. I wanted to give her the attention I knew she craved, that I craved.

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Kim's POV

"Baby, I'm scared" I whispered in Chezza's ear as we sat patiently in the waiting room

"What? Why?" She asked lifting my head off her shoulder and taking it in her hands making my eyes meet hers

"W-What if it doesn't work?" I asked biting my lower lip nervously

"Then we'll work through it, think positively Kimba" She said giving me a sweet kiss on the lips. I sighed into the kiss; instantly relaxing

"I'm sorry" I said snuggling back into her side

"Don't apologize, I want you to tell us when you're feeling uneasy" This was one of many reasons why I loved her, she was so understanding; with everything.

"Love you" I said smiling to myself

"Better love us" she replied cheekily making me tickle her sides

"Kimba! Stop it! We're in publ- ahhh!" I didn't care we were getting everyone's attention, getting the looks that screamed 'judgement'

"Tweedy-Walsh!" A nurse called out making us stop our little girly tickle fight

"Get off us you lemon!" She giggled taking my hands away from her waist standing up in the process whilst helping me to my feet

"I have written down that Mrs. Tweedy-Walsh will be the Carrier-" The nurse began but stopped in her tracks laughing to herself

"I'm sorry, that must be confusing. Mrs. Kimberley Tweedy-Walsh will be the carrier?" she asked again making both Cheryl and I laugh finally catching on to what she meant

"Yeah, that's me" I said nervously

"Okay, We've already went into the details over the phone but if you have any questions don't hesitate to interrupt me. I will be taking both your egg cells, mixing them into one. Allowing the traits coming from both of you to be put into the unborn child. That way you will be biologically blood related" She said aiming her words to Cheryl, we were both nodding in sync taking in every word

"Okay if you can both lie down onto the individual beds I'll take what is needed, you won't feel a thing" She smiled before handing us each a hospital gown and seeing herself out leaving us to change in private

"Her fingers are going to be inside of us" Chez pouted whilst she changed, she seemed upset

"Why are you upset?" I asked laying my clothes onto the empty chair before climbing onto the bed

"Doesn't it make you uncomfortable that another woman's fingers will be inside of you?" she said folding her arms across her chest arching her eyebrow. This was a test, she was always testing me.

"Erm.. I mean it's not like we're having sex" I shrugged oblivious to the fact she was fuming

"Hmm" she said going to her own bed sulking quietly

"Does.. Does it make you uncomfortable?" I asked afraid she'd snap any second

"Doesn't matter" and before I could say anything else the nurse came in interrupting our little outburst from going any further

"Okay whose up first?" she asked putting her rubber gloves on

"Us" Cheryl said instantly raising her legs up onto the foot rest available on either side of her, giving the Doctor a full view of her womanly area

"Okay this is going to feel a little odd but just try and stay still" she said before setting her equipment lubricating them up before using her fingers to spread her folds out

"Mmmh" Cheryl moaned looking at me dead in the eye as she groaned bitting down on her lip seductively

"Are you okay?" The Doctor said stopping her movement

"I haven't put anything in yet" she said making Cheryl go red. I instantly giggled into my hands, She was doing this to wind me up.

"Just hurry up" Cheryl huffed sulking back in her bed. I snorted unexpectedly from how hard I was trying to keep my laughter together

"Hmph!" Cheryl shot me a look and she narrowed her eyes together

"Anddd done! Kimberley you're up" The Doc said removing her rubber gloves and putting on fresh ones before coming over to my station. I just sat there staring at Chez during the process, she was always the jealous type. I couldn't help but smile at her, I still found it weird that someone actually got jealous over me. It was nice; for a change.

"Okay perfect! I'll take these back to the lab, Cheryl you can change but Kimberley stay as you are.. Oh and erm.. this is a little awkward but, the sperm takes better effect when you're aroused.. as in after-sex-math.. ahem if you understand where I'm coming from.. I'll be back in about an hour or so" she smiled taking the container filled cells and exiting the room

"Well looks like you're going to come over here and love me whether you want to or not" I huffed pretending to be annoyed at her

"Why are you acting like that?" She said looking hurt and on the verge of tears

"F-First you acted like it was fcking okay for someone to put their fingers in us and now you don't even want us to make love to you. Did last night not mean anything to you?" She rambled angrily taking me by surprise, I just looked at her as her diamond like tears streamed down her cheeks

"Baby-"

"No. Just, agh.. I have to fcking have sex with you right now" she groaned getting off her seat and coming over to my bed

"Baby, I was joking" I said still taken back by her outburst

"Joking? Does it look like I'm laughing Kimberley!?" She snapped pointing at her evident tears

"Could you.. Maybe laugh now?" I said biting down on my lower lip trying my best not to burst out laughing

"Shove it Kimba" she said scowling at me surpassing a smirk. She walked over to the end of the bed disappearing her head in between my legs and attacking my insides. I could feel her grab my labia between her teeth threshing at it roughly

"Ahh! Fck Chez!" I screamed out as she bit down on my clit before diving her tongue straight into me wiggling her tongue vigorously inside me. I had to grab the railings on the side of my bed to control the orgasm that was ready to burst out with one more swift move of her tongue I came, I came harder than ever. Every orgasm with Cheryl was powerful than the next, you can't expect every orgasm to be the same with her, it was explosive.

"Sh!t" I screamed out as my body jolted up from the powerful climax I had just experienced. Cheryl appeared seconds later looking smug wiping my juices off her mouth with the back of her hand

"Laugh Kimba, why aren't you laughing?" she said raising her eyebrow at me as I laid there trying to catch my breath

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Julie's POV

"Hey Soph, Can you help me out with something" we had been laying against the grass, I was falling in love with this little girl. She was wise for her age, smart, outgoing, and a cheeky little sh!t

"What do you need help with?" she asked almost alarmed that I was troubled. Maybe it was the expression I was giving her, I was nervous

"I want to show you something, and I want your honest opinion. Okay?" I said standing up and holding my hand out for her to take it

"What you gonna show me?" she said taking my hand and standing up dusting off her grass stained jeans

"Sit over there until I come back" I told her, gently walking her over to the bench helping her sit up. She nodded sitting there waiting patiently for my return. I quickly went to my car grabbing my layout design and making my way back to the garden finding her in the same spot. Obedient, I thought to myself. Reminded me of someone.

"I want to show you something I made, will you promise to be as honest as you can?" I asked biting my lower lip

"Yeah I promise" She said nodding frantically, she was a bit excited as to what I would relieve

"So... What do you think?" I asked taking in her facial expression. She was soaking it all in; drowning herself in it

"Wow.. did you do that?" she said leaning closer to the board running her finger against the drawings

"Mhm, what do you think?" I asked again

"I love it, are you going to make these?" She asked referring to the clothing

"I am, would you wear them if I did?" I asked needing to get a child's opinion

"Yeah!" she said clapping her hands together

"Good listen Soph, I have to go.. I promise I'll be back" I said making her face crumble

"That's what they all say" she murmured. If wasn't standing so close to her I wouldn't have been able to hear her

"I promise I'll be back" I said making her head shoot up

"Promise?"

"I promise"