Forty Six

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Harry's POV

I can't do this. I can't look at Kimberly in the eyes without getting disappointed that they're not the same gorgeous icy blue eyes I used to adore.

I can't lay by her at night, and wish that it was somebody else. It isn't right.

I can no longer fill her body with my body, and imagine the moans of another girl that used to get me weak in the knees.

Kimberly may have the face of a supermodel, the body of an hourglass, and the same personality as me, but that is not what I am longing for. I used to want to date the female version of me, but when it all comes down to the wire, my only type is Poppy. Her small, non curvy petite body, big, childlike eyes, and bratty personality that I love.

Poppy probably doesn't even want me anymore. When I check the gossip websites, none of them say she is seeing anybody, but Poppy loves to keep her secrets.

What's interesting, though, is that I am still in contact with her parents. They still care for me, but I can tell they do not have the same trust for me and love they used to. They tell me Poppy has changed, and that they miss the way she acted when she was with me. They even invited me to her surprise birthday party.

But it's in a few months.

Their annual Winsley brunch takes place in approximately three days. And what's even more surprising? I was invited to that too.

My life here in London is great. But being here is long overdue. I need to go back home and reclaim what has always been mine.

"What do you mean you're moving back to the states?" Kimberly snarls, her eyes burning deep into my face angrily.

I just sit there, lips pursed, on her couch with my legs crossed. I open my mouth to say something, but nothing comes out.

She speaks for me. "Well, say something!" She persists. I just stare at her and her jaw drops. "It's because of that little teenage slut isn't it!"

My eyes widen at her choice of words. How dare she call the love of my life that! "Do not call Poppy that!" I exclaim angrily. "None of this has to do with her!" I lie.

Kimberly tries to read my face, figuring out the truth. I stare at her. I expect her to scream, hit me, cry, or throw something, but instead she just sits down next to me slowly.

She looks down at her Louboutins before looking back up at me. She sighs. "I know you're still in love with her."

I look down. "I'm sorry.."

She breathes out. "As much as I don't want to admit it, there's always been distance between us, like something is missing."

I look at her face. Sadness stricken all over it. I'm such an asshole, I wasted this woman's time when I knew I loved somebody else.

"I hope you can forgive me, Kim." I reach out to touch her leg softly.

She just smiles, before getting up. "As long as you're happy."

So here I am, on my private jet, ready to see the love of my life.

I look out of the window, thinking about her. If she'll even want to see me, how she will react, how her parents will react. I love that girl with my entire being, I'll do whatever it takes to make her mine again.

Nobody is aware I'm coming, and the brunch is in two days, so I'll have to call Angela and Jeff when I get settled into my home back in California.




11 hours later, I'm back in my old house, standing at the entrance with a blank expression and mixed feelings. It looks the same, but feels so different...

I only brought about half of my belongings, and am having the rest of it shipped. I don't feel like unpacking or digging in the suitcases to find comfortable clothes to sleep in, so I just walk up to my bedroom and take a seat on my bed. My house even smells the same.. how weird.

I look at my untouched bed, then to the perfectly clean, dark furniture, walls, and floor. I slip off my boots before removing all of my clothes and throwing them on the floor, I'm so exhausted I can't even function.

I slip under the cold covers and let my mind roam around as I stare up at the ceiling. This is going to be one hell of a week.









Hi :) told y'all I'm back!!

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