DDLB - Fluff - I guess Angst?

I totally suck lmao sorry

This is so long omg sorry its like 967 words damn 

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Brendon and Dallon had been together for 6 years. Married for 3, dating for the other 3. Brendon has been Dallon's little for about 5 of those 6 years.

Brendon was good, he rarely acted up. Dallon absolutely spoiled Brendon. He loved him to death, they always goofed around and made cookies. Dallon NEVER hurt Brendon. Not intentionally...

Brendon was currently laying on the floor on his stomach in front of the tv downstairs, watching a Disney movie. He took a break from his drawing, kicking his feet in the air. He grabbed his pink sippy cup, then pouted when he realized there was nothing left. He rolled onto his back and got up, then saw Dallon, yawning as he walked into the kitchen.

"Daddy!" Brendon started to run at Dallon. Dall looked over and smiled, wrapping his arms around B and kissing his head.

"Hey, baby boy... What are you up to?" B practically shoved his cup into Dallon as he ran back over to pick up his drawing. He walked back over, admiring his work. Dall smiled and put B's cup down, taking the paper.

"It's a giraffe, in heels!" He giggled "Like you!" Brendon never went a day without mentioning Dallon's height. After all, the man was 6 inches taller than B, being 6'3. 

Dallon chuckled and hung it on the fridge, shaking his head at his husband's adorableness. 

"I love it." He said as he looked over at Brendon. 

"I love you." Brendon said as he watched Dallon "Juice?" The older just smiled and nodded, going to the fridge to get his little some more juice. He grabbed his cup and opened the fridge, pouring more. 

"I love you too." He walked back over and handed B his cup. He snatched it out of Dallon's hands, quickly drinking from it. He watched Dallon curiously as he gently put two fingers under Brendon's chin, lifting his head up to look at him. 
"You've got stubble." Brendon frowned "Want me to help you shave tonight? I've gotta go to work soon." 

Brendon sighed and nodded. He hated being alone, but he knew it was only for a few hours.

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Brendon was upstairs, playing with his giraffe stuffie, waiting for Dallon to get home. Soon he heard the door open, then footsteps as Dallon walked upstairs. Brendon watched the bedroom door for a second before putting his stuffie down and walking to the side, now planning on scaring his husband. 

Dallon opened the door yawning, then furrowed his eyebrows when he didn't see Brendon. Brendon popped out from the side and jumped on Dallon, causing the older to squeak.

"Hey daddy!!" Brendon giggled, looking up at the other man. Dallon smiled tiredly and picked him up, kissing his head. Brendon smiled and rested his head against Dallon's shoulder as they walked into the bathroom. 

Dallon set Brendon on the counter. Brendon just looked around, then watched Dallon as he got the razor and shaving cream. The older walked over and planted a kiss on the little forehead before putting the shaving cream on his face.

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All was going well, and Dallon was rather surprised. Usually, Brendon would be pointing out different things and be talking Dallon's ear off, but he was just sitting there, swinging his legs humming. 

Just as Dallon was shaving the last bit of Brendon's chin, he turned and pointed to a bird outside. 

"Bird!" Brendon's smile quickly faded, when he turned Dallon nicked him pretty good. 

"Sh-shit B I'm sorry ba-"

He was interrupted by a slap on the cheek. Not like a pat, but not like a bitch slap or the type of slap someone gets when they cheat on someone. But it still hurt, and still would probably leave a mark. 

Both men looked equally surprised, Brendon's hands against his chest, his mouth hung open in shock of what he just did.

"D-daddy I'm sorry-"

"Brendon."

"I-i didn't mean-"

"Brendon." Dallon raised his voice a little more, but Brendon didn't seem to notice.

"P-please I-i'm sorry-"

"Brendon!" Dallon yelled at him, clearly not happy. Brendon stared at Dallon, tears quickly filling his eyes. Dallon never yelled at Brendon before. Never.

"Timeout on the stairs, 10 minutes." Brendon sniffled and nodded, slowly getting up and going to the stairs. He rarely got timeouts, but when he did they were usually for 5 minutes, not 10. Even so, he hated them.

Brendon sat down on the bottom stair, pulling his knees to his chest. Dallon has never been this mad at him before. He didn't mean to hurt him. Neither Brendon or Dallon meant to hurt the other.

Brendon couldn't help it as his mind raced, trying not to let himself age down any further. Did Dallon hate him? After that he most likely did. Deep down he knew he loved him, but his anxiety wouldn't let him think that. 

Of course Dallon hated him. Brendon slapped him!

Dallon would probably leave...

He would leave him.

He would divorce him...

He would find a new little...

He would be happier then he was with Brendon...

Thoughts like that raced through the little's head, not leaving him alone. When 10 minutes was up, Dallon walked to the staircase to see a crying, hyperventilating Brendon. He quickly scooped him up, rushing up the stairs and to their room. He didn't mean to do this, why would he? He loved Brendon with all his heart. 

"Sh shh baby it's okay, calm down, I've got you..." Dallon rubbed his little's back, pressing gentle kisses all over his face. Brendon continued to cry, eventually calming down.

"I-i'm sowwy daddy..." Brendon sniffled, his breathing shaky.

"No, don't apologize baby..." Dallon held him close, kissing his head gently.

"I-i wuv you..." Brendon nuzzled into Dallon's chest, sniffling again.

"I love you to baby boy... And I'm never, ever leaving you. Don't you worry..." A comfortable silence fell between the two before anyone talked. 

"Wanna make cookies tomorrow?"

"Yes pwease..."