I know I need to write

In order to cope

But I just feel

Sapped

I can apply this negative energy

Put it into a poem

And transform it into something beautiful

That people can relate to

And think about

But right now I just can't

I can't find the words

Or the alliteration

Or the metaphors

I'm just spewing nonsense

And making it stylized

Even though this is nothing

And I don't think it's beautiful

Someone will

And that's sorta beautiful in itself, I guess