Sometimes I get kinda bad

My body is so hungry and it's screaming to be fed

But I physically can't eat because it makes me feel sick

I should be on antidepressants

That could regulate my eating

Today is that day

I've made three things for myself to eat and I just can't commit to eating

If I distract myself and just keep shoveling the food in careful robotics, I might win

But that's not the case today

Protein shake protein shake

I just need the essentials

Is that the anxiety making me nauseous or should I be staying home in case I'm really sick

I can't keep living my life like this