Some days I just can't get anything done

I break down and cry and all I can think about is escaping the situation

I leave school early on these days

So to make myself feel better, to make myself feel like I've accomplished something, I take a long shower

I follow a strict routine

Brush teeth

Wash face

Shave legs

Shave arms

Shave underarms

Wash body

Wash hair

Conditioner

Then I get out and I sit there in my towel for maybe twenty minutes with a glass of milk

I don't normally like milk, but after a long shower it's the best thing

It's my Sometimes Milk

It's very relaxing

Perhaps it's the sudden transition from hot to cold, the most beautiful contrast

I don't know

It makes me feel good when all I want to do is sleep forever