i go through phases where i think being a boy would be fun but i know that i'm NOT a boy u feel

it's just that i trimmed my hair extra short again and it feels really nice but now my face looks somewhat boyish, which is okay

and since i'm not going to school anymore, i've found no reason to wear makeup

don't get me wrong, i love makeup, it's so fun to play with different colors and looks

but when i started wearing it when i was twelve, i felt like i wasn't pretty without it, which wasn't good

this year i sorta "rediscovered" my natural face, if you will

i really like just putting on some baby lotion and feeling my clean face, even if i have some red spots here and there

i really got sidetracked with the makeup thing

anyways nowadays i'm not wearing makeup and i don't care about wearing clothes that flatter my curves

so i look kinda like a boy, but then when i open my mouth to speak my voice is undoubtedly feminine, which i like

i'm not having any issues with my sex vs my gender identity, i'm happy with my feminine pronouns and body

i just enjoy being diverse in the way i present myself

i like my ability to be really cute and girly but also to turn around and look like a little gay boy lmao

i am just so comfortable with myself right now it's great