Forgot to update this in a long time. Sorry

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Dear diary,

I met a cute boy at school. His friend pushed him onto me and I panicked inside. Then she made us kiss. I love it so much. I wish the kiss lasted longer,but it didn't. When he pulled away I panicked. I also nice bleed and ran to the bathroom. I stayed in there until we had to go to first period. The thing is I wasn't new at this school at all. I just lied.

Anyhow it just got worser. Everytime I glace at him he smiles and then I blush hard. God, why am I so gay. I also ate lunch by myself again because I didn't want to face him. Then he said hi to me in the hallways and I panicked and walked faster. I even jumped when he said hi. I think I'm in love.

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I screamed into my pillow. I really wise I kissed back. Man, if he wasn't so short I would love to have my head on his chest. I slapped myself. He won't like you. I'm just a nobody. I sighed and went to sleep.