Writing prompts: "Your cuteness is making everyone stare, stop it."  "My heart just feels so full with you."  "Stop smiling at me, I can't stop messing up my words when you look at me like that." "I'm only doing this because you're cute."

Member: Xinlong

Genre: Fluff

Requester: @MochiLove777

I'm really sorry idk how good this is.

I woke up tired, extremely tired, due to the fact I probably got about two hours of sleep. I just couldn't fall asleep, I was too excited. For what? You may ask. Well, I had finally gotten the opportunity to meet one of my favorite bands. It had been ages since I started liking said band and I'd always daydream about getting to meet them in person, or at least go to one of their concerts, and luckily enough it was finally happening! The band was having a fan signing in my area and my parents surprised me with tickets for a guaranteed chance at meeting them. 

After realizing I was awake and what day it was, I hopped out of my bed and made the short walk over to my closet. I needed to look perfect for today. Meeting a band full of stunningly beautiful teenaged boys around my age called for my best outfit, instead of my usual hoodie and sweats. 

"Ugh, why can't I find anything good?" I spoke aloud to myself, pulling various items out from my closet. It seemed under the circumstances, nothing was good enough to wear. 

After what seemed like hours I finally settled on [Idk your clothing style so just enter whatever here lol]. I took my clothes to the bathroom and took a shower, afterwards drying my hair and getting dressed. I looked myself over in the mirror and questioned if putting on makeup would be too much.

"Hmm, why not." I grabbed my makeup bag and proceeded to try and decide which eye-shadow color combinations would look the best for the occasion and my outfit. I didn't want to wear to much, that'd just make me look fake, so I settled on a light blue base with pink tones. I thought it was cute to match the fandom colors. After I was satisfied I messed around with my hair for awhile before just letting it be. 

I walked out of the bathroom and checked the time.

7:12

"Damn, guess I was excited." I normal have a habit of sleeping in till about 12 in the afternoon, but, because of this special event, I was way to nervous and excited to sleep for too long. If I remember correctly, the fan signing did start until 10:30 and it only took twenty minutes to get to the place it was being held, so I had quite a bit of time to kill.

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Holy shit, holy shit. 

My heart was beating out of my chest and I thought I was going to throw up the whole car ride there. It only increase as I stood in line, bag of gifts in hand, with all the other fans.

"I can't believe I get to meet Zihao in real life!" I over heard a girl, maybe a year older than myself, speak from behind me.

"I know right! Ugh, I'm so excited." A boy replied from beside her. I wanted to make friends at the event, it was a great opportunity to, but I was shaking so much out of pure excitement and nervousness I couldn't talk to anyone, I could bare even stand! 

"Next please." A very kind faced woman spoke, gesturing to me. She smiled brightly, as if she genuinely enjoyed her job. Legs practically shaking, I walked forward and up the little flight of stairs onto the stage where three long tables were set end to end with the six members sitting behind them in order of age. I walked to the first open place at the start and took a seat on the bench in front of the table.

"Hey! How are you doing?" Hanyu asked brightly, I handed him my album and he quickly signed it. I was internally screaming at the fact I was actually sitting in front of the Jia Hanyu.

"I'm a little nervous, but, I'm having a great time." The handsome boy smiled at me and I thought I was going to pass out.

"Aww, don't be nervous, there's no need to be." My heart practically exploded as I tried to contemplate how this boy could be so nice to a complete stranger. He took my hands in his own as we talked about various things for the brief time we had.

"Move along please." The same woman from before gently gesutered for me to move on to the next member.

"Oh wait!" I said quickly reaching into my bag, not wanting to hold up the line. I pulled out a small stuffed duck I had bought for him. "Here." Hanyu smiled once again. He really is just as nice as he seems on camera.

"It's adorable! Thank you! Have a great day." He waved to me and I scooted over the next member. Zihao took my album from Hanyu and signed it just as quickly.

"Well hello there! I hope you're having fun." Zihao placed his chin on his fists, cutely tilting his head at me.

"I am!" 

"Are you excited for the performances later?" 

"Wait there's performances?!" Zihao laughed.

"Yeah! We'll be doing some dancing to our songs."

"Oh really? Yeah I'm excited!" Zihao laughed again, adjusting a headband he was wearing.

"What's your favorite song of ours?" I thought for a moment before answering.

"Bittersweet! Definitely." [That's just my favorite you can change it if you like]

"Ooh, cool!" I was shocked at how much Zihao's personality seemed to match the way he acted on camera. He acted just as goofy and fun as you'd expect him to.

"I have something for you." I said reaching into my bag. Zihao seemed to brighten up at that.

"Really!?" He bounced in his seat a little. I pulled out a neatly folded Naruto headband, hoping he'd like it. Zihao let out an audible gasp.

"Oh my gosh you did not." 

"I did." I chuckled. Why did it feel like I was talking to a friend instead of an idol I've looked up to for so long? I guess he's just an easy person to talk to.

"You know me so well." Zihao took the headband and was about to say something else, before he got interrupted my the woman again.

"Move along please."

"Oh crap, I didn't ask your name." Zihao pouted.

"My names Y/N."

"Your makeup looks pretty Y/N!" He said while waving. He passed my album off to Xinlong and I scooted myself over. The boy smiled and I honestly felt my heart stop for a minute. He was so much more handsome in person, it was hard to believe.

"Hi." He said simply after signing my album.

"He-Hello." I cringed after letting the stuttder fall from my mouth. I didn't want to let it happen, but sitting in front of a boy that handsome made me more nervous, if that was even possible. Xinlong chuckled.

"Aw, are you nervous?" He teased.

"Yes, you're too handsome." I covered my face with one of my hands as Xinlong cupped his own face while smiling at me.

"Stop smiling at me, I can't stop messing up my words when you look at me like that." I said though my embarrassment made it hard.

"I'm only doing this because you're cute." My whole body felt fuzzy for a second. He Xinlong thinks I'm cute? No way, this had to be some kind of fan service thing.

"Ah stoop!" I covered my whole face, earning a laugh from the boy in question.

"Nah. Now come on, don't cover your pretty face." Xinlong grabbed my hands and attempted to remove them from my face, and I let him. Was he always this much of a flirt?

"Do you treat all your fans like this?"

"Nope, you're special." He kept holding my hands and I continued to have my inability to speak, he was just so, ugh, you know? "Your cuteness is making everyone stare, stop it." I guess I had drawn the attention of some people without even realizing, maybe it was due to the fact I looked like I was going to pass out. Xinlong looked down for a moment, as if he was embarrassed to say something, but he spoke nevertheless. "I know this is gonna sound really weird, but, Y/N, you seem really cool, and your absolutely adorable," He took a moment. "My heart just feels so full with you." 

"Pardon?"

"I don't know, I've literally known you for ten seconds, but, you make me feel weird." This could not be real, I had to be dreaming. Xinlong, He, fucking, Xinlong was not saying this to me. "I don't know if you believe in love at first sight, and I'm not so sure if I do either, so, I think we should get to know each other better if you're up to it?" And this is the part I wake up right? This is where it ends and I wake up disappointed, right?

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Why wasn't I waking up?

[P.S This is unedited cause I'm lazy rn, sorry]