Kakashi sighed, taking a breathe in
"A few people..." He whispered, I sighed
"S-" I then felt a finger against my lips.
"just let me explain.." He whispered. I watch him as he sighs "sure my life has probably been a little less worse then yours but.. It still hurts.. I know you saw the photograph. When you first came over, and yeah the kid with the mask was me" I smile
"You looked cute.." I comment making him blush
"Ah.. .. Mitsu.. Didn't need to-"
"Well to bad, you looked adorable.. So the man.. Who was he?"
"My dad of course. I have no uncles or aunts or anything like that so.."
"What about your-"
"Mother died when I was really young. Dad later committed suicide so" I frown.. "Don't worry. It's nothing"
"It's something, one you never got to meet her right? Don't you ever think about what she would have been like?"
"Of course... A lot actually..." He whispers "kinda feel like I want her here.. But knowing her and then her dying would have been so much worse.." I frown at him, hugging him..
"Even if you say that it doesn't affect you that much I can tell it does you know.." He sighs
"Yeah well" I look at him as he continued speaking "years after when I first became jounin, and don't say anything please I know I'm a jounin now" I smile at him as he continued "anyway, after I first became a jounin, the team I was on, with obito, rin and our Sensei minato namikaze, the fourth hokage were assigned to the kanabi bridge to take care of intruding ninja. But it backfired and ended up getting rin kidnapped, obito thought it was best to go get her back, the same thing my father did.. Obito and my father thought alike, teammates first, mission second. So, me being the little cock I was, went against it and went ahead to complete the mission, it wasn't until i thought about it did I get back just in time to stop obito from getting attacked, instead of blocking I managed to get hurt myself leaving me with the scar" he pointed to the scar over his sharingan eye "over my eye, the attack made me go blind. Anyway, obito managed to awaken his sharingan-"
"So he was an uchiha?" I ask, kakashi smiled
"Yeah, he was, one of the oddest ones I had ever met. Continuing what I was saying, we ended up going to get rin after my eye was taken care of and found where rin was being capture, the enemy did some sort of jutsu setting the cave rin was in off, destroying the ceiling. Now, I could have died. Probably should have but.. Instead of leaving me to get crushed to death by a boulder.. Obito ended up underneath the Boulder.. Saving my life but destroying his.. Before the rocks all crushed us, rin, being a medical ninja swapped obito and i's eyes. Leaving me with the sharingan.. Only a few weeks after obito's death I was on a mission again, to retrieve rin after she was taken again-"
"Was she weak?" I ask, "oh sorry...." I say leaning my head down, he smiles..
"Don't worry about it.. She wasn't the strongest kunoichi but she was great teammate" he whispered "on that note. When rin was kidnapped the three tails was sealed within her, the enemy ninja were planning to destroy konoha by releasing the three tails.. Knowing the danger of their task, rin begged me to kill her once I had came.. She begged me to kill her in order to save the village..." He then trailed off eyes lingering on his left hand. I frown, resting mine over his.. Kissing his cheek
"You don't have to keep going if you don't want to"
"Sorry.." He whispers. I sigh. Hand going to cock and stroking it gently making him growl "mitsu..." He growled lowly making me sigh
"Kakashi...." I then lift his head na make him lean forward, his forehead against my shoulder, he just relaxed, arms wrapping around me " don't linger on it" I whisper.. He smiles
"I know not to.. Just get carried away sometimes" he whispered. I smile and kiss him.
"So what happened?"
"Killed her using chidori" I go wide eyed..
"What?" I ask, he sighs
"I killed her using the jutsu I taught Sasuke" I stared at him.
"She begged you to kill her and you did it?!" I exclaim. He lowers his head slightly..I sigh.. "Ah Kakashi I didn't mean it like that.. Come on.. Don't.." I whisper.. Tilting his back up only to meet those mismatched eyes.. Guilt had replaced all those emotions that he had shown in those eyes of his.. I frown at him. I then lean forward and kiss his lips softly
"Kakashi.. Please don't give me that look.." I whisper. Kakashi sighed,.
"Sorry.. Reminders.." He whispered, I frown
"Feel sorry for you" he looked at me
"Why?"
"Because, you went through the same pain I did.." I whisper, he just kept close to me..
"The bad thing we have in common" I sigh,
"Yeah well.. Just makes us a weird twosome doesn't it?" He chuckled and nodded
"Yeah.."
"But hey.. You don't need to worry about it" I whisper taking a cloth and wiping his forehead.
"Geez how guilty do you feel.." I whisper.. Feeling his forehead with the back of my hand, I frown "your burning up again..." I whisper. Sighing, laying him down.. He just watched me as I dipped the cloth in cold water and rinsed it out, I then place on his forehead making him sigh..
"When Sasuke was going to attack you, it's just reminded me of what happened to rin... Why I got so.. Angry.." I smile
"Well Thankyou for saving me.. Would have been destroyed" I whispered, hugging him, he hugged back and sighed
"At least I didn't loose someone close to me" he whispered.. I smile.. He may be my Sensei. Of course I have to respect him but.. I just can't help but feel that we were.. Close.. I sigh my head against his shoulder..
"Did you like her?" I ask quietly, he then smiled
"She loved me.. I guess you could say I liked her. But only as a friend and teammate.. Obito loved her.. I'm sure if he was still here he still would... Even if she wasn't dead" Kakashi whispered.. "I guess seeing Sasuke do the same move made me snap, just the thought of loosing someone close to me.. Makes feel so.." I smile.. Running my fingers tips against the back of his neck..
"Relax Kakashi... I know what your trying to say.." I whisper, kissing his lips making him sigh in content..
"no offence to rin.. But.. I think I've found my interest" he whispers chuckling as I pinch his cock. He just smiled and leant down, brining me with him. Pressing his lips against my neck. "Scratch interest.." He whispered "a better way to put it is.." He whispered, I giggle at him as he kissed my neck and collar bone trailing kisses up my jaw to my lips. Pressing those soft.. Tender lips against mine.. "I think I've found my lover"