Toshi

(Body dysphoria and sick character)

I wake up and sit up rubbing my eyes and I feel someone hugging my waste tightly and I look down and Kirishima hugging me and I smile a bit and slowly move his hand to get up and head to the bathroom glancing in the mirror

I've been sleeping in my sports bra recently, or a loose tank top. Feeling a lot more confident

I look away and go to my business, I finish I get up and notice something and gasp

Is that blood?!

Did I get my period? But how? I haven't had it since after a year of taking testosterone? And that was like almost 2 years ago

I put a bunch of toilet paper in my underwear and flush the toilet and wash my hands before heading to my bag and digging and I grab my testosterone guide.

I keep this with me just in case

"Menstrual cycle may disappear after a few injections and may not have them for a few years depending on how long you take them. Though inconsistent injections may cause for your Menstrual Cycle to return" I whisper to myself then hit myself with the booklet

I have been not taking them sometimes, that explains it...fuckkkkk I don't have any products

I think back to the last time I had my period and Denki went to the store with me to get things and paid for them. And I get up and walk to the living room and see Katsuki on his back and Denki laying on his chest fast asleep making me smile

I'm so glad their okay I was a little worried last night.

I walk over and kneel down and gently shaking Denki carefully trying not to wake Kat and he shifts and his bright yellow eyes meet mine

"Toshi? You okay?" He mumbles and I put a finger to my lip and point at Kat and he blushes as he sits up and carefully gets up and we go to the corner

"You two okay?" I ask and he smiles a bit

"Yeah we're good I promise. Anyways are you alright?" He asks concern and I blush embarrassed

"I haven't been taking my T-shots constantly and my period came back..." I mumble and his eyes widen a bit then looks at me sympathetically

"That's sucks man, do you want me to go to the store?" He asks and I smile a bit

"Please? I can go with you. I have a little money left I didn't bring much but I should have enough to get some tampons." I explain and he shakes his head

"One, your probably using toilet paper right now and that probably isn't the most comfortable thing to walk around in. Two, I'm paying okay? Don't worry about it babe." He says and I sigh

"Denki you don't have too it's not-" he cuts me off with and kiss and it catches me off guard but I kiss him back slowly

He pulls away and kisses my head softly and smiles at me

"Text me what you need, you go and relax." He says and I sigh and smile a bit and peck his lips

"Fine." I say and he grins in victory and goes and gets dressed and grabs his wallet and kisses me one more time out the door

I yawn a little and send Denki a text about what brand I need and glance at Katsuki sleeping on that couch and smile shaking my head

I walk over and as carefully as I can grab him and slowly drag him to the bed with Kiri still sleeping and put him in the bed

I'm a hero course student I am stronger then I look

I get in between them and snuggle under the blanket and they end up wrapping their arms around me and I sigh happily and feel myself drift off to sleep

30 minutes later

I wake up to a pain in my stomach and nausea and I feel something rush up my throat and I immediately sit up and literally jump over Katsuki and rush to the bathroom and I make it to the toilet throwing up

"Brainwash?" I hear as the door slams open and I gasp a bit before throwing up again

He kneels next to me holding my hair back while rubbing my back and I hear someone else come in

"Toshi?" I hear from Kiri and take a second as I had a chance to breath and I hear the front door open and close and I glance at the bathroom door and I hear a bag drop and Denki is on the flood next to me

"Hey, hey what happened?" He asked sliding my hair back away from my face

"I woke up and I was in the bed and he literally jumped over me to run to the bathroom and he is over here spilling his guts in the toilet" Kat explains and almost as him saying it triggered something and I lean back in throwing up, sweat beading my forehead

Dammit!

I hear Kiri whisper something to Kat and Denki and Denki whispered something back to them and Kat and Kiri got up and left the room as I sit back up and lean against Denki

"Baby, I don't want to upset you but you did bleed through your shorts. Kiri is getting you a new clothes right now and Katsuki is getting new bedsheets for us okay?" He says and tears fill my eyes and I start sobbing and he holds me to him

"I just want to be a normal boyfriend."I break down crying and he just holds me close to him and rubs my back

"Hey none of that, your perfect. Perfect for us and we don't mind any of this. We just want you to feel better." He whispers and I hear someone come in the bathroom and I don't look up and keep my face in Denki chest

"I got you some comfy close baby." I hear from Kiri and he kisses my head and leaves quietly and Denki pulls back and looks at me

"Okay, so I got you some things. Take a shower and relax. Then when your ready, come back to the room alright?" He says and I nod sniffling and he wipes my tears and kisses my head softly and gets up and brings me the and leaves the room closing the door

I open the bag and my eyes widen seeing what's inside

There was not just tampons. There was also, pain killers,and a very soft blanket neatly folded at the bottom

I take a shaky breath and get up and get out of my clothes and dispose of the toilet paper

Much help you were

I roll up my clothes so the blood wasn't just visible and turn on the shower and hop in closing the curtain and stand under the hot water

About 10 minutes I hear the door open and I peak my head around the curtain and Kiri was there and put my clothes in a plastic bag

"What are you doing?" I ask and he jumps and looks at me and smiles softly

"We're gonna see if can save them for you" He smiles and I blush

"You don't have to do that..." I mumble and he walks up and kisses my head. I kept the rest my body hidden behind the curtain

"Shush we want to. Do you need anything?" He asks me and I hesitate

"Can you get Denki...I'm sorry I just..." I look down and he kisses my cheek

"Of course, don't be upset we totally understand." He says and I look up and he smiles

(I want to make something clear, it's not that he doesn't trust Kiri and Katsuki. He does, but at this moment he feels really vulnerable and embarrassed, keep in mind he has been with Denki for almost 2 years. He feels more comfortable in this situation with Denki then he would the other 2. Will he get That way with the other 2? Of course, that's how relationships work. The more your around you build that level of trust and get more comfortable with that person. I've been with my boyfriend for 3 years, never was okay talking about my period with him in the beginning and now? He knows everything and he is there to cuddle and give me chocolate. When I went shopping to get tampons he came with then holds them for me as we walk through the store. It's all about time and building trust)

He walks out and I close the curtain again and I here the door open

"You alright Toshi?" Denki asks and I take a deep breath

"Can you shower with me?" I squeak and I was met with a silence and I start to panic

"I-if y-you don't want that's okay I-I j-just." I stuttered and I hear him laugh gently

"No it's okay Tosh I was just caught off guard, let me grab some clothes and I'll be in there shortly." He says softly and I sigh in relief and I hear him leave

He must have been surprised, we haven't...done anything nor has he seen me with out anything on but right now I want him close to me I feel like crap, my stomachs hurting and I feel very light headed and he always makes me feel better

I feel someone kiss the back of my head and I immediately tense up but relax when he wraps his arms around my stomach gently .

"Hey kitten" He says softly and I lean against him

"Hi Denki." I sigh and he kisses my shoulder

"I'm sorry your not feeling well, want me to wash your hair?" He offers and I smile and nod

He grabbed the shampoo and started washing my hair and feeling his fingers massage my scalp and I sigh closing my eyes happily

"Hey no falling asleep in here alright?" He chuckles and I smile a little amused and he grabs the shower head and rinses my hair

"Hey Denki?" I ask and he hums a bit and grabs the conditioner and puts it in my hair

"You don't think their mad at me for you?" I ask and he stops with my hair for a second and continues

"Why on earth would they be upset with you?" He asks me and I sigh as he combs his hands through my hair with the conditioner

"I gravitate to you in situations that I feel vulnerable in. Like now, I went to you when I got my period, I let you shower with me which is big for me and I wouldn't do that with either them right now. And even though I know they wouldn't mind and yeah I have go more comfortable with them but.." I hesitate and he speaks up

"You feel cautious? Yeah that's understandable and they don't mind. You and I have been together the longest and we feel more comfort with each other in upset situations." He says and I sigh as he rinses out my hair

"Yeah but still I feel bad..."I mumble and and he sighs and puts the shower head back

"Toshi when Katsuki saw his bio Dad who did he cry too?" He asks and I turn to face him and he looked surprised a little

"He went to Kiri." I mumble and he nods and cups my face in his hand

"Exactly, because he was with Kiri first and felt the most comfortable with him. We all may feel more comfortable with each other but we still have situations where we might go to one person then the other and that's okay, all of us being together is still relatively new and we're learning. As long as we all learn together we'll be okay." He says and I wrap my arms around him

"Your so wise sometimes." I smile and he chuckles a bit leaning down to kiss me

I kiss him back and he wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me close then leans back to look at me

"I'm gonna get out and get dressed and let you get situated and comfortable okay? When your ready meet us in the room" He says and I nod and he kisses my head and gets out

I stand under the water a little longer enjoying the feeling but when I hear him leave I get out and dry off and get situated and I look at the clothes and a smile comes on my face

My underwear obviously, but Kiri shorts, Denki's shirt and Kat's hoodie

"Their so sweet." I mumble and change quickly and take some pain killers and grab the new blanket I got and walk out to the room

I look and see new blankets and sheets which makes me feel slightly embarrassed and Kiri walks in and sees me and smiles

"Hey baby, Katsu is getting some soup from this really good restaurant and if your stomach feels up to it later Denki is putting away some ice cream he bought in the freezer in the kitchen right now." He says smiling

My get misty and I hug him catching him off guard and he hugs me back

"We love you." He says and I nod and take a shaky breath

"Let's get comfortable?" He suggests and I nod and we get on the bed and I cuddle up to him and we hear the front door opening and closing and soon Katsuki and Denki walk in and Katsuki hands me a medium sized to go bowl and a spoon

"Here Brainwash." He smiles and I take it and he climbs in the bed next to me and then pulls me in his lap and I squeak

"You sound like a tiny hamster." Denki chuckles and I blush and stick my tongue out at him and he gets sitting next to Katsuki and I and Kiri is sitting on the other side of us flipping through TV channels

I start eating my soup and Kat slightly slips his hand under the hoodie pressing it on the shirt and I feel his hand heat up and I lean back against him sighing as it felt good against my cramping stomach

"Thanks" I whisper and he kisses my head

"No problem, I use to heat up water bottles for my mom when she had cramps with my quirk until she was able to get a heating pad" He said and I smile

"So sweet." I tease and hums and places his other hand on my stomach heating it up and I sigh feeling very relaxed and I put the lid on my soup and Kiri takes it and puts it to the side on the nightstand  and Kiri and Denki lay on Katsuki shoulders and both have a hand on each of thighs and rubbing it

I feel my drift closed and lean my head back against Katsuki chest

"Sleep love." Denki whispers quietly to me and I finally close my completely

As I drift off I hear them whisper to each other and before I try to say anything my mind gets the best to me and I finally fall asleep

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Aww cute, poor Toshi but good thing he has his boyfriends to be there.

I love you thank you!

Peace!