Toshi

New Years Eve is 2 days away and anxiety has been filling me to the top

Atleast my period is done and over with I'd probably be feeling worse...anyways!

Denki and I plan on just staying in and ordering take out or something but that night after midnight I was wanting us to, you know...

The idea has been making me anxious but I really want to take that step with him. Then eventually the others.

But I don't know how to bring it up to him!

"Hey you okay?" I hear and I slam my journal close and look up

Kat was standing there with curious look and I laugh nervously

"Yeah, just uh writing." I say and he nods slowly and stretches

"We were all thinking about maybe going to the gym, the hero gym you know for like heroes that come and stay here. It's made specifically for hero training. We all haven't trained for awhile." He says and I nod getting up

"I actually brought my training clothes." I state getting up and grabbing them and he chuckles.

"I think we all did, show them your UA ID they'll require it." He says and I grab it real quick and go to the bathroom to change

I get out and they're waiting and Denki was leaning against Katsuki looking tired and I tilt my head

"You okay?" I ask and he nods and sits up rubbing his eyes

"I kinda just woke up." He mumbles stretching his arms up and Kat smirks and reaches and tickles his sides causing Denki to shriek and cover his mouth blushing embarrassed

Kat busted up laughing and I cover my mouth laughing and Kiri bites lip trying to hold his laughing

Denki was red and shoots Kat a playful glare who just smirks

"Oh you look adorable." He says and Denki rubs the back of his neck and I smile at them

It's not often they act like this, it always warms my heart

"Alright let's go." I say and and we grab our workout bags and head down to the elevator

Once we get off we go down this hall and their was a sign

Regular gym to the right

VIP Hero Gym to the left

We turned left and their was a window and we stopped in front of it and the guy looks up glancing from his phone and his eyes widen

"Your the kids from the sports festival" He states and we laugh a bit and show him our UA ID's

He buzzes us in and we look and see it's empty and see most of the gym was made of cement and we dropped our bags and started stretching

My quirk obviously doesn't require a lot of strength since its my voice but I do a lot of hand to hand combat so I need this

"Are we gonna do fighting simulations?" Kiri asks and I look up and Kat was debating

"I mean we do at school, and it's a good idea since there are chances of going against someone with a similar quirk." He says and Denki nods and I sigh.

Honestly I kinda didn't want to but I guess I need to work on my quirk

"Alright." I say and Kiri nods and I get up

"Why don't we start with Kiri vs Me, then you two against each other. And if we feel up to it we can switch it up." Kat says and we nod

"Since we don't actually want to hurt each other let's just time it, 5 minutes per spar?" I suggest and they think and nod

"Sounds good." Kiri says and Denki and I back up and they get ready.

"Go!" Denki calls and Kat blasted himself to Kiri who hardens instantly and the explosion doesn't harm him

"Honestly I love him to death but Katsuki scares me when he fights." Denki whispers to me and I laugh a little bit and rest my head on his shoulder

After 5 minutes I called time and they both were out of breath and I look at both of them

"I'd call that a draw. You both stayed in the lines." I state and they nod and walk over

"Alright you two." Kiri said and Denki and I go out and face each other

Alright, with him knowing me and my quirk very well its gonna be hard to get him to respond to me so I'm gonna have to do a lot of hand to hand combat

"Go!" Kat yells and Denki shoots a small electric beam at me and I dodge it

During training matches Denki uses around 2000 bolts or less when using his quirk against us, so he doesn't cause harm so he is at a limit right now

"Your aim is better then that." I say and run up and throw my scarf at him and he dodges silently but I almost got him 

If I pay attention to his body language I can predict where he will dodge but I have to do it quickly

He runs up to me and I jump highly but he grabs my ankle and throws me to the ground sparking some electricity through my body

I land on my back but push myself back on my feet and I notice his feet positioning and throw my scarf to the far right as he dodges and it wraps around his body and I pull him to me

He pushes electricity through the scarf and I bite my lip hard but I don't let go and slam him to the ground and pin him as I sit on his stomach and hold my arm to his throat taking heavy breaths cringing at the electricity

"That's a pin Toshi wins!" Kiri shouts and Denki stops his quirk and I slump on him and he chuckles

"You okay? I didn't hurt you did I?" He asks worry lacing his words and I shake my head as he sits up and holds me to him

"You've gotten better with your quirk, it was very uncomfortable and made it hard to function but no serious pain" I say looking up and his thumb goes to my lip

"You bit your lip hard." He mumbles concerned and I look in his eyes and I hesitate as I feel a nervous sensation in my abdomen so the words start forming

"Denki...I think I'm re-"

"You guys okay?" Kat asks us and we look up and we get up quickly dusting ourselves off

"We're fine. How about we call it a day with the sparring practice.." I mumble and I notice Denki look at me but is quiet

"You feeling okay?" Kiri asks and I nod stretching

"My muscles feel spasmed out right now." I say and they nod and we gather up our things and start heading back

I felt Denki eyes on me and I'm mentally kicking myself in the face for saying anything to him

As we get to our room I grab clothes from my back and run to shower

"Calling it first!" I shout and I hear them laugh

I feel like I'm forgetting something...

Denki

"I'm gonna get us some food, what do you think Brainwahs wants?" Kat asks and I think for a sec

"Probably ramen with gyōzas." I laugh and he shakes head amused and taps on his phone then grabs his jacket

"I wanna come I barely leave this building." Kiri laughs grabbing his jacket

They both kiss me goodbye and leave and I sigh flopping on the bed and frown and reach underneath me and pull out a book

Isn't this Toshi's?

I open it and the front was a note

To whoever finds this, return to Hitoshi Shinsou. If you aren't me....don't fucking read it or I'll kick your ass.

I snort a little and look around and hesitate before turning the page

The last entry won't hurt

I flip to where the book mark was and begin to read aloud

I found out that makes it easier for me to understand what I'm reading

"New Years Eve is 2 days away and anxiety has been filling me to the top" I read and I raise an eyebrow

What's making him anxious?

"Atleast my period is done and over with I'd probably be feeling worse...anyways" I mumble and snort a little amused and continue

Denki and I plan on just staying in and ordering take out or something but that night after midnight I was wanting us to, you know..."

My eyes widen and my jaw drops a bit

He...he wants to what?

"The idea has been making me anxious but I really want to take that step with him. Then eventually the others." I read quietly and smile a little

"What the hell are you doing?" I hear a irritated voice and I slam the book close and see a scared/angry looking Toshi standing in Katsuki hoodie and Kiri shorts

"U-uh it's not what it looks like" I say and cringe at my words knowing that's gonna irritate him

"It looks like you're reading MY personal journal! That's an invasion of privacy!" He snaps and I cringe at that

"I uh- look I'm sorry Toshi..." I say and he puts his face in his hands and he takes a deep breath

"What did you read?" He asks me looking at me seeming worried

"Your last entry..." I admit and he froze and takes a deep breath

"Toshi....I'm really sorry I shouldn't have read it.." He admits and he shakes his head taking a deep breath

I didn't think this would upset him this bad...

"I...I just..." he turns and walks out of the   room and I go after him and he puts his slides on

"Toshi what are you doing.." I ask and he glances at me and his eyes were misty

"I'm pissed, but....I'm trying not to yell at you just leave me be please..." he says and he opens the door and walks out. Walking past Kat and Kiri and they back up as Toshi storms past them and I run my hand through my hair groaning

"What the fuck just happen?" Kat asked looking at me worried and Kiri kept looking back at the direction Toshi left and back at me

"Denks what happened?" Kiri asks and I take a shaky breath

"I fucked up. I fucked up big time."

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Uh Oh. What will happen now?

Now for those who think what Denki did wasn't a big deal. Think about all the crap he has been through, he wrote most of it in that journal. Personal thoughts and feelings. Also Toshi has a big thing about trusting people and the person he trusts the most is Denki and he went and read that invading his privacy. That can make someone feel violated. And that you can't trust them anymore.

(Also I do know I haven't posted to Trans Deku for awhile I already most of this chapter written before life decided to get in the way and today I had free time and decided to finish this chapter, this is coming to an end soon but before I update Trans Deku I need to get this story to the end. The last chapter is chapter 15 and I have a really nice twist coming up for Trans Deku but I need this to end. You'll see why very soon)

Anyways thank you guys I love you all so much.

Peace!