Toshi

I lay next to Denki a little breathless and Denki pulls my waist to him and I smile

Obviously we didn't do the THING but we did other activities...

"I wonder when Kiri and Katsuki will be back?" Denki asks and frown

They have been gone awhile...

I get up and throw on my sweats and open the door

I see Kiri and Kat snuggled up on the couch

"When did you guys get back?" I ask and I hear Denki get up and poke his shirtless body around the corner

Kiri blushed and I notice his clothes were a little crazy and I notice his red hair looked newly cut but messy

"You guys should put a sign on the door saying do not disturb." Kat smirked and my eyes widen

"I accidently walked in...I closed the door immediately...heh sorry" Kiri blushed rubbing the back of his neck

I turn red and look down and Kat chuckled

"Its fine Brainwash calm down." He said and Denki kisses the back of my head

"Guess we should have locked the door." He says and I nod blushing and look at Kiri

"Apprently I wasn't the only one." I smirk and he looks away and Kat kisses his head

"Alright we all did something we done? We done." Kiri says and we all laugh a bit relaxing and I lean walk over and look at Kiri hair

"You got it cut and styled, it looks great." I say and he smiles

"Yeah I did." He says and I reach up and touch my hair curiously

I wonder...

"You okay Tosh?" I hear and I look and Kiri concern red eyes meet mine

"Y-yeah...lost in thought." I smile and he looks at me curiously and I sigh and sit up and look down at myself

I'm gonna put on a shirt I'm chilly

"Be right back guys." I state and they nod and start talking amongst each other and I go to the room and I dig in my back and put on a black shirt and I see my journal and shrug and hop on the bed and open to a blank page

'I haven't journaled in awhile, been kinda busy. A lot has happened since my last entry, I told them about my past and what happened. I had a massive nightmare and went ballistic. Denki tried to calm me down but he didn't know what to do and his anxiety took control of his quirk so he couldn't touch me. Katsuki ended up calming me down and the next morning I told them.

I've been a lot confident and relaxed with my boyfriends now. Wearing my binder openly around them. Denki and I had intense make out session with certain over the clothes activities since I'm on my period. I never thought I would be comfortable with him touching me but it was great. I learned a few things too. Denki is a lot more anxiety ridden then he puts forth but we've been helping him with it. Katsuki quirk can cause him harm and he had a tough past. But we all helped him through it. Kiri doesn't like his first name so we all refer to him as his last name or nicknames and he has black hair naturally but it reminds him of bad times so he keeps it red. He went to the salon and dyed it again and cut it.

I've been thinking heavily about cutting my hair. It's grown down to my shoulders now and usually I'll cut it to my chin because of you know what...but I've been wondering if maybe I can get past my chin...'

I look up from writing that part and close it

What if...

I put the journal on the bed and go to the bathroom and look at myself in the mirror and lean on the counter look at my hair

I look at the scissors on the counter and I grab them

I look at myself taking deep breaths and I grab a piece of my hair and bring the scissors to my hair

I feel my gut tighten and I take a shaky breath closing my eyes

*SNIP*

I open my eyes and gasp and I see I cut past my ears and I felt this heaviness lift off me like a burden just off of my shoulders

Tears fill my eyes and I laugh and take another strand making it even and continue cutting as relief washes over me and tears flow

Tears of relief and joy

I kept cutting it and when I finish I run my hand through my hair smiling and a laugh escapes me

It's short!

(Not mine. But this is what his hair looks like)

"Toshi! Where did you g-"

I look and Denki stood there his jaw dropped and soon my stomach turns in nervous knots

What if he doesn't like it? What if the others don't like it? Oh God-

"Your hair!" He beams and runs up touching it

"Y-ye-yeah I finally got the courage.." I laugh nervously and he grins

"It looks amazing! Guy! Come here!" He shouts looking at my hair and soon holds my face in his hands

"You look absolutely amazing, I'm so proud of how far you've come." He says and my heart race speeds up as he kisses me

I fall deeper in love with him every day I swear

"What is it- oh my gosh Toshi your hair!" Kiri exclaims and comes up

"D-do you like it?" I ask and he grins his sharp tooth grin

"Baby you look great. I'm so happy for you!" He says kisses my face all over making me laugh and see Kat snap a small picture quickly of us 3 tucking it in his pocket leaning in the doorway

I bet 10 bucks he made this his lockscreen

"Do you like it Kat?" I ask and he smiles softly and walks up and pulls me in his arms kissing my head

"No shit Brainwash, what I like more is the confident look you have on your face. Proud of you." He says and I smile and leans in his arms happily

"Group hug!" Denki shouts and him and Kiri wrap their arms around us and I laugh

Not gonna lie this is like the happiest I've felt in so long and I can't believe it honestly

"Okay so can we please go out to eat and rock our new hair cuts?" Kiri asks and I smile

"Yes we should." I say and Denki holds up his card

"On me!" He exclaims and I see Kat grumble and I snort

"Fine but I say Brainwash picks." Kat says and I pout and Kiri shoulder bumps me grinning

"Come onnnn" I says and I roll my eyes smirking

"I choose a Ramen joint." I state and they all agree and we go and get dressed

We quickly rush and decide to walk and I pull a beanie on my head and we realize it was lightly snowing

I look up smiling at the snow and someone puts their hand on my head

I look and Kiri grins at me

"Seeing you smile just shows how far you've come. I love baby." He says and I lean up and kiss him

"I love you too." I smile and I look at the other two who were holding hands

"I love you guys too. More then you know"

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Cute, short and sweet. I love it!

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