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"Leave Louis alone!"Louis cried as he buried his face into Liams pillow,hugging it for dear life as he cried his heart out on their shared bed,wanting nothing to do with anyone or anything.All he wanted was Liam,he needed Liam,and Liam was the only person that could comfort him correctly.He always knew the right things to say when he was sad,he always knew what way Louis liked to be held after he just had a nightmare,and he always knew what Louis liked to hear when he was upset and wants hisself.

Louis was,strange,after the event when he was age 14,Zayn was able to spot how different Louis was for months after he ran out crying from the school building.He never left his room.he never wore his flower crowns,over-sized sweaters and pastel colours,he didn't eat,he didn't read and he didn't talk.It was if the Louis that was come there was no longer.Zayn remembered the time he went to check on Louis one time,he was just sitting there,in a pair of his (Zayns) jogging bottoms,just talking to Blaine (his teddy bear) as if he understood,as if he was his only friend.That was the day that Zayn told himself that he wouldn't let Louis out his sight.

And he did,and now look,he was falling back into that stage where he just wished he was invisible,where he wished that his memory was blanked and that he knew nothing about past events and past people.

Louis was always special,everyone around him could see that,you took one look at the small,innocent boy and you knew that he wasn't all there.It wasn't a bad thing,It was one of the good things about Louis,but it just meant that he needed protection.He was always sensitive,he had the mental age of a 5 year old,and the sensitivity of a new born puppy,he was as delicate as a feather,and that was one of the main reasons why Zayn wouldn't allow him to know his group of friends.He didn't want Louis to be mixed into the crowd of drugs,alcohol and Sex,and by introducing Louis to Liam,that's what he did,and that's when he knew he made his first mistake.Liam improved when he met Louis,he quit his drugs,he quit his smoking,and he even stopped wearing most of his piercings,He fooled Zayn into thinking that Louis was in safe hands.

Then he had to abandon him at his time of need

And if he ever showed his face and was expecting open arms,he was going to be shoved into a train by Zayn personally.

"Lou,Come out and talk,"Harry sighed as he again knocked on the bedroom door,waiting a second before he tried to open the door by the handle,groaning to himself because it was still locked.Well in locked he meant that the door was also being barricaded (from the inside) by the clothes drawer,how Louis was able to push that infront of the bedroom door was beyond both Harry and Zayns knowledge.

"Go.Away!"Was all Louis screamed,his scream muffled by the pillow that he had stuffed into his face,curling more and more around the pillow for some comfort.He had the choice,to be alone and to cry his feelings out by himself,or leave the bedroom and sit and watch some sad movie with Zayn and Harry while eating ice cream.He picked the first one.You would do the same thing if this was your first heartbreak after you just found out that you were pregnant and the father of your child decides to walk out with an excuse of 'I can't handle this'.

Harry stared at the door for a moment,a heavy sigh escaping his lips as he ripped his gaze away to look down the hall to where he saw his own boyfriend pacing the floorboards of the livingroom,one hand pressing his phone to his ear while the other was tugging at his gorgeous raven coloured hair.Zayn was just so angry,furious even,he just wanted to rip out Liams vocal chords,cut off his cock and throw him in a ditch for scientist in later years to find and research on his body.But if it wasn't for Harry telling him that that wasn't going to help Louis in. Any sort of way,he laid down to just trying to contact him and find out what the fuck is going on in his head.

"He's not picking the damn phone up!"Zayn shouted after what was probably the 20th time of him trying to get in contact with Liam over the phone.Out of rage he threw his phone across the livingroom,it surprisingly Landing softly on the love seat at the end of the room.Harry stalked over to Zayn,a soft sigh escaping his lips as he hugged him from behind,hugging the older to his chest as he rocked them,to try and calm Zayn down from his anger.Everyone knew that Zayn had a small anger problem,escalated when it came to someone hurting his pretty little step-Brothers feelings.

"Zayn,calm down Babe,he just needs to clear his head,"Harry breathed in and he nuzzled his face into Zayns neck,kissing his neck softly.

"Clear his head?Harry he's been out for nearly 4 hours!What the fuck does he need to understand Harry,he's going to be a dad whether he likes it or not!"Zayn shouted getting out of his boyfriends grip and storming down the hallway to where The bedrooms and bathrooms were.He needed to take his anger out on something,and the bedroom door that was blocking his access to his brother was what he did."Open the door Louis!"Zayn shouted kicking the door a couple of times making Louis whimper.

"Zayn!Stop it!"Harry shouted trying to pull Zayn away from the door but failed miserably and ended up standing back and watching Zayn repeatedly kick and punch the bedroom door,demanding access into the room but received more response every time.

"Don't.Do.This.To.Me Louis!Don't you dare lock yourself away from me again!"Zayn screams,close to tears himself.He knows that None of this is Louis' fault,that it's Liams,but he can't help all of the emotions,the anger that he felt back when Louis was 14 and locked himself away from Zayn,one of the only people that he trusted.And now,he as locking hair of away all over again and Zayn just couldn't take it,he couldn't take the fact that he was standing outside,unable to do nothing at all to help Louis.

"I'm sorry,"Louis whispered as more tears pooled in his eyes.He didn't like Zayn when he was angry or sad,and he really didn't like to be the source of Zayns angry or sad expression.He knew that he hurt Zayn all those years ago,but he was so broken after what happened and he needed to be alone,just like now.Clutching Liams pillow to his chest,Louis slowly got up from the bed and shuffled to the door,moving the drawer with great struggle before unlocking the bedroom door,meeting Zayns Angry expression which quickly turned to sadness and them worry at the sight of Louis.

"Oh Louis,"Zayn gasped as he pulled the smaller to his chest,tightly wrapping his arms around him as he let Louis cry into his shirt that he was wearing.He would rather have his shirt dampened with Louis' tears than let him suffer through his emotions alone."Okay,lets get some of your stuff and you'll come back to mine,yeah?"Zayn whispered as Harry joined to hug with caution after he was given the okay by Zayn.

"No,no,no,"Louis shook his head through sobs as Harry rubbed his back with his abnormally large hands.He couldn't leave the apartment,Liam could come home any minute with a bundle of forgiveness and find out that Louis isn't there and is somewhere else.Then what?He can't risk that."L-Liam C-come back,"Louis mumbled as he hid his face into Zayns shoulder.

Zayn shared a look at Harry,he wanted to say 'He'll never come back,and if he does I'll murder him' but with the pleading Look that Harry's giving him he thinks against it,"Possible,yes,but I can't leave you alone,"Zayn sighs as he kisses Louis' hair.

"He'll be back soon,won't he Zayn?"Harry says,giving Zayn a look,Zayn nods his head and hugs Louis a little tighter,"He's been my Bestfriend for years,don't you worry Lou,"Harry whispers as he kisses Louis' cheek.

"L-Liam Loves M-me,"It wasn't much of Louis saying it with confidence,it was more of him saying it to convince himself that Liam loved him,that Liam was just overwhelmed with the idea of Louis being pregnant.

He better or someone's gonna get neutered Zayn thought

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Sorry that this was a tad late but ugh,I've been so busy and I've been annoyed because if a lot of different reasons

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