I stared at Hoseok with slightly wide eyes, having not expected him to say what he did.

Then the realization hit me and I dropped my pencil down on the table with a laugh.

"I'm not going to sleep with you just because you want to have the one up on Joshua. Besides, you already do. You have me, he doesn't."

Hoseok let out a small sigh as he leaned back in his chair. "Wow, you really can read me like a book huh? I'm sorry I even said that I don't know why I did other then I just hate that guy. I hate knowing you lost your virginity to that prick." He says and I lean forward in my chair as I speak.

"Me too but hey, you can't change the past. It doesn't matter though I promise you. Joshua can eat a turd and choke for all I care. Don't even give it a second thought because you have nothing to worry about, I promise you that. You're all I want, got that?" I grin. That seems to make Hoseok relax as he nods finally.

"I know I didn't really mean that...but if you want to, I'm not completely opposed..." Hoseok says as his eyes dart to the other side of the room. He was looking at everything but me.

"You want to have sex? I figured you'd want to wait a little longer seeing as we just started dating." I say and Hoseok shrugs.

"Well I know it's not a huge deal to you since you've done it before so I don't want to make you wait." As soon as Hoseok says that I stand up and sit down in the open chair beside him.

"I don't care to wait, I just want you to be comfortable. Don't think just because I've done it already that I'm going to rush you into doing it. We can wait till whenever you're ready." I say.

Hoseok looks over at me and nods slowly. "Okay yeah...thank you." I smile as I lean forward and peck his lips softly.

When I go to pull back, he grabs ahold of the back of my head, pulling me back to his lips.

I smile against his mouth as his free hand snakes around my waist, pulling me closer to him.

The kiss was longer but just as sweet. When we pulled away, Hoseok smiled as he leaned his forehead against mine.

"I don't know how I got so lucky." He says and my eyebrows raise. "Who knows but now you're stuck with me." I say as I stick my tongue out before I get back up and walk over to my things.

"Now, I'm over this homework, let's have some fun!" I grin as I slip my books back into my backpack and watch as Hoseok does the same.

That's how we got here, blaring music and dancing around his living room together.

I didn't even know the song that was playing but it was catchy and fun to dance to.

"Spin me!" I yell as I fling myself into Hoseok's arms. He does just that as he twirls me around before pulling me right into his chest.

We sway back and forth and even though this song isn't a slow one, we didn't care.

Hoseok's hand slides down to the small of my back, bringing me closer to him.

I take it upon myself to press my lips to his softly, loving the feeling every single time. He kissed me back just as eagerly as he used his other hand to hold my face, keeping me there.

My hands wrapped around his waist as I pulled him into me too, his chest pressed to mine.

When we break away, I look up at him and grin. "I want to shower." I say and when his head tilts in confusion, I say, "With you."

I didn't mean this to be sexual but he seemed a little flustered by my comment.

"We don't have to, I just like to shower where I don't have to wash my own hair." I say jokingly although it was the truth. What's better then someone else washing your hair? It's like a little massage.

"No, I want to." Hoseok says suddenly, a blush on his cheeks. I smile as I take his hand, leading him back towards his bathroom.

Once we get inside, he turns on the water before he yanks his shirt over his head before tossing it to the floor.

This would be the first time Hoseok saw me naked, probably any girl for that matter and some reason, that made me happy. I liked that I got to be his first for many things. I would definitely make it worth the wait.

"Get in there first, I'll join you in a second." I say and Hoseok nods as he strips from all of his clothes before he quickly gets into the shower, closing the curtain behind him.

Once I'm out of his line of view, I glance into the mirror quickly then back towards the shower. I slip my clothes off piece by piece until I'm no longer wearing anything at all.

The cold air hits me and I'm more then eager to step into the hot water to warm up.

I slowly pull back the curtains and Hoseok's eyes fall on me, raking down my body.

He bites his lip as I step in, letting the water hit me. I close the curtain as the steam starts to rise around us from the hot water.

"Wow, you're perfect." Hoseok says, his eyes still on me. Even though I had already seen Hoseok's private areas hidden to everyone else, I hadn't seen him completely naked before. "You are too." I smile as I run my hand up his chest and around his neck.

I then pull him to me and kiss him, the water running over us, making it slippery as I held onto him so I wouldn't fall.

Hoseok pulled me closer, our skin pressing together. As soon as I'm pressed against him, he deepens the kiss as if he can't stand the kiss being so innocent.

Doing the same, I run my tongue over his bottom lip and he's eager to let me in. We continue this for a moment before I pull back, flashing him a big smile.

"Now, my hair isn't gonna wash itself."

Hoseok laughs as he reaches behind him for the shampoo bottle before he squeezes some into his hand before he tells me to turn around.

He doesn't do anything for a moment and I know right away his focus is on anything but my hair. Still, I let him have the moment, because in the end, I'm about to get a free head massage.

Which sounds heavenly to me!

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A/n: Okay firstly I love this chapter so much. I love that it's different from other stories in the sense that usually the guy is the one who has experience on the girl and not the other way around. It's nice seeing it from the girls prospective for once. Then secondly, I love the intimacy of this chapter! It's just so innocent and cute and I love it💞🥹 I hope you guys do too bcuz this is one of my fav chapters (':  E N J O Y 🍡