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" don't ask questions... you don't wanna know. "

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role name ↳ " helpful yet helpless "

full name ↳ lhotse alondra diem.

pronunciation ✧ "lote-see all-on-drah dee-em"

nickname ( s ) ✧ lottie; she goes by this much more than her birth name.

reason for name ✧ lottie's mother was born in norway to a generally large family of people who were native to the country. her grandma had passed away, so to keep the woman's odd name alive, she simply passed it down to her newborn daughter.

name meaning ✧
first name : lho means south in tibetan, tse is peak. south peak.
middle : defender of man.
last : day.

physical gender ↳ female

pronouns ✧ she / her

sexual orientation ✧ pansexual

current age ↳ 25

mental age ✧ 25

birth date ↳ april 5th

zodiac sign ✧ aries

birth place ✧ oslo, norway

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" sure i can see your future. don't worry, i can assure you that you're still a pussy in twenty years. "

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species ↳ human

powers ✧ clairvoyance / empath

control of powers ✧ she can't really control the empath side of her yet, but to be completely honest, the gloves she wears help quite a bit! emotions are supposed to be private so she tries not to pry into other people's feelings too often, but sometimes curiosity gets the best of her.

the clairvoyance is easier to manage, albeit a little pesky. lottie has to focus particularly well in order to get anything popping into that busy brain of hers. on the bright side, most of what she sees is super vivid as if it's playing out right in front of her eyes, which often comes in handy.

limitations ( all have one ! ) ✧ if lottie stares into the future for too long, she deals with painful migraines and occasional nosebleeds.

when feeling another's emotions for extended periods of time, they often overwhelm her and she breaks down. she'll refuse to speak to or acknowledge anyone until she can calm down on her own.

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" watch out, punk. "

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face claim ↳ winnie harlow

short appearance ✧ round doe eyes, flowy dark hair, soft patchy skin. she personally sees herself as particularly odd-looking, but still glares at anyone who stares.

body physique ✧ she's on the scrawnier side- all edges and knobs.

hair color ✧ black.

skin color ✧ mixed between brown and white. she has vitiligo.

height ✧ 5'9.

weight ✧ 131 lbs.

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" dude, shut up. "

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given personality traits ↳ oh boy, where to start with this girl... well, it's safe to assume she doesn't like you. it's nothing to take personally, really. sullen expressions, smudges beneath her dark eyes, messy hair, and ripped jeans;; lottie is a self-destructive kind of girl yet happens to be more fragile than the glass ballerina that sits atop her mother's dresser; if you decide to spin her too hard, those pretty porcelain limbs might just snap despite her ever-confident composure. it's almost as if she's always holding her breath when it comes to expressing herself and rushing water is all around her-- it's utterly overwhelming. she doesn't want to let the water in, because it's much like the color black; it'll drain out all the colors and replace them with pitch. she was afraid to expose her own colorful emotions. she didn't want the water to suffocate them or for the black to cover them up, so she kept to herself for most of her life, only breaking into pieces twice a month alone in her messy little room.

people were the black and rushing water in this situation; they ruined everything! lottie refused to allow herself to be utterly open with anyone who didn't have her complete trust, and even then, it's difficult to open up to her best friends. she is simply notorious for being a nosy dickhead and well... that's just who she is. lottie's language is often quite brash, her expressions intentionally threatening, but deep down there are relatively solid morals. she wants the best for everyone and understands their feelings on an intense level, but try to make her admit it and she'll lose her cool on you. trust me. did i mention she's high-key hot-headed? because damn! she may not know how to fight, but if tempted she'll definitely try to go after someone. she's THAT bitch. 'nuff said.

other trait ( s ) ✧  has a dark sense of humor. doesn't know how to accept compliments. emotionally vulnerable. tries to make herself seem tough during all moments possible. smiles / laughs the most at dumb little jokes. offers her help to others in many little ways but refuses to accept any herself. hella prideful.

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" you're actually not that bad when you shut up. "

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overall / general mood ↳  neutral / vaguely bored.       

openness ( 1-5 ) ✧ 2          

conscientiousness ( 1-5 ) ✧  4    

extroversion ( 1-5 ) ✧ 2   

agreeableness ( 1-5 ) ✧ 3         

neuroticism ( 1-5 ) ✧  5

how emotional ( 1-10 ) ✧ 8      

how defensive ( 1-10 ) ✧ 9      

how intelligent ( 1-10 ) ✧ 7       

how patient ( 1-10 ) ✧ 6  

how leader-like ( 1-10 ) ✧ 6

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" it really be like that sometimes. "

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likes / dislikes  ↳   likes sweets, the rain, quiet, dumb jokes, cursing in norwegian, and happy endings. dislikes loud noises, people chewing with their mouths open, crying, her dumb almost-spouse, and prying.       

strengths ✧   she's emotionally tough, good with kids, has a solid poker face, and can bake pretty well.

phobias ✧ darkness. not being in control of her abilities. not being able to save everyone. growing close to others. death. specific events in her past ( ie; a forced marriage ).

crush ✧ nobody yet.

         significant other ✧ nobody yet.

      pets / kids ✧ hah! no.

        backstory ↳  lottie grew up in a rough, poor part of norway, but it wasn't exactly awful. that place was made for her! she had made quite a few friends with local shop owners, the occasional gang member here and there who could tolerate her, and some classmates from high school who thought her rude exterior was just a never-ending joke. the people of norway were fucking sick, man, and lottie lived off of it. the thugs, ruffians, etc... every little aspect of her was rooted there and stuck with her forever. life was pretty good throughout school ( though she did regularly attend class, she was suspended more often than not for her inappropriate actions ) and home life was fine, albeit a bit boring... that was, until her mother came bursting into her room one morning fluttering about, her spindly hands waving animatedly as her frizzy dark hair seemed to puff up in excitement. the teen had groggily lifted her head, upper lip curling in confusion.

to make a long story short, lottie's mother, delphine, had been conversing with a rich gentleman who had a lonely son around her lovely daughter's age. can you see where i'm going with this? yeah. a couple months later, lottie was engaged ( against her own free will, mind you ) to a gorgeous boy with sun-kissed skin and pretty blue eyes. if the girl had been a complete imbecile, she would have casually settled down with the brainless boy, maybe even let the arranged marriage go on without a hitch, but things went south at the ceremony. she had allowed a vision to hit her just before she was to walk down the aisle. a future full of mundane activities and boredom was all she needed to see before grabbing two handfuls of her frilly dress, aggressively kicking off her heels, and fucking running out of that mess. life could be so much more than that. she was going to live, starting on that day.

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ll-leiiko-ll

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