Mark came over at their dorm the other night for dinner, Jeno had invited the boy over and to say Jaemin wasn't bothered was an understatement.

The elder blond couldn't stop glaring and rolling his eyes whenever Mark made Jeno blush at random things, he would purposely make an 'accident' like spilling Jeno's pasta sauce when they were at the kitchen

Mark, the fucking guy, had helped Jeno clean things up, even his damn clothes. And Jaemin had almost screamed, it was unfair, he couldn't even go near the younger without getting yelled at or hit.

And yet, here Mark Lee was, getting close to Jeno, wiping the boy's arm with a damped towel and being touchy. So unfair.

But of course, he didn't know why he was bothered by it. Maybe because he was planning on actually studying and learning things that night instead of watching videos and- stuff.

Or maybe because he was jealous? I mean what?

"Why are you even mad about it?" Renjun had asked him when they were at the bar on a Thursday night, the boy gasped dramatically, "are you perhaps," he leans in to the table as if to tell a secret, "jealous?" He smirks.

Jaemin choked on his beer and Renjun could only smirk at him as he leaned back on his seat and takes a chip, "me?" Jaemin points to himself, "Jealous?!"

Jisung snorted at how dramatic Jaemin is being and Renjun nodded anyways with his eyes rolling in annoyance, "No!" The blond smacks his hand on the table, "Na Jaemin doesn't get jealous!"

"Well it sure looks like it," Jisung retorted as Jaemin glared at him.

"Well I'm not!" He scoffs and sips on his beer, he sees Renjun mocking him silently from the corner of his eye and he had the urge to spit his beer at the elder.

"Plus, I don't even like him," he adds, Jisung raised a brow and Renjun shook his head as if he's disappointed.

"Are you sure about that? You dated him in highschool dumbass," Jisung said matter of fact.

Jaemin clicks his tongue, "because you guys dared me to, I never really liked him," he lied, "it all was just an act," he said.

He somehow cringes when he said that, but he brushed it off. Renjun sips his beer and sits straight on his seat, "still, you could've developed feelings and maybe stopped being a fuckboy or something."

Jaemin huff, "Na Jaemin doesn't develop feelings," he protests

Jisung could only laugh at him as Renjun asked for another glass, "whatever you say dude," Not believing a word his best friend spits out.

Jaemin takes a big gulp of his drink and looks around the room, he smirks when he sees a pretty girl in a red dress dancing alone in the dance floor. They make eye contact and he takes it as his cue.

"See you guys, Got me a pretty one tonight," he winks and stands up to walk over to the lady. Renjun and Jisung watch their friend approach her, holding her by the waist and whispering something before they dance a little.

They roll their eyes at them, "He's going back to his old habits," Jisung sighed and Renjun nodded with a grunt.

"He needs to get his shit together and admit his own feelings," he turns back to their leftover chips, "because it's been years and I'm already sick of his shit."

It's actually true about Jaemin's old habits, when they were in highschool, the latter would go out to parties or bars and get drunk, high and get laid by some stranger. He'd usually do it when they don't have anything to do but would also do it even if it's a school night.

When he and Jeno started 'dating', it was a little hard to fight the urge and go do what he wanted to do. But after a few days, he would go out late at night with his best friends and do his shit.

Of course Jeno doesn't know, so he also doesn't know if it counts as cheating even when he didn't really like the younger blond and their whole relationship was just a dare.

But he ignores it all since it's been years, though, his friends say otherwise and would often tease him about growing feelings for his dear ex-boyfriend of a roommate.

Speaking of roommates, he's sure Jeno isn't at their dorm right now since the boy had been busy with his studies, not to mention with Mark fucking Lee.

Thus, here Jaemin is, fucking a random girl from a bar on his bed in his and Jeno's shared dorm, without even telling the latter about any of his plans.

"Bye Lele," Jeno waves tiredly at the younger, Chenle waves back and goes to the elevator with his books in hand. They had just finished their study session and all four of them, including Mark and Donghyuck, were all tired.

Jeno sighs and grabs his keys to open the door to his dorm, he twists the doorknob and couldn't believe his eyes.

He almost shrieks loudly seeing Jaemin and a random girl's naked bodies on the elder's bed. He shuts his eyes and takes a deep breath.

"Of course he didn't change," Jeno frowned at the thought. He so badly wants to scream and throw something at them, but he's not an asshole like his cousin. Don't tell him he said that.

Instead, he takes off his shoes and closes the door as quietly as possible, he walks over to Jaemin's side -the boy wouldn't know, so he's fine- and grabs the blanket to carefully drape it over at the two people's naked bodies.

He walks to the kitchen to grab a glass of water and some advil, he places them on Jaemin's nightstand and sighs when he looks at Jaemin's face.

Jeno actually knows about Jaemin's old habits, he found out about it when Donghyuck had called him to pick his ass up from a bar because he's drunk as fuck.

He arrived and saw Jaemin with some girl, he had pleaded his cousin to wait in the car as he followed his supposed boyfriend to his house and saw things he shouldn't be seeing.

He thought it was because Jaemin was just drunk, but it kept happening, all he could do was just let it happen and take care of him.

Such as draping a blanket over the boy's body, a damped towel on his forehead, lowering the AC's temperature down, leaving a glass of water and some advil on the nightstand before kissing the elder's cheek and taking his leave, not forgetting to whisper an "I love you," before closing the door.

The blond had his heart broken for a long time, he had kept the secret for a long time, he had acted as if he and Jaemin were okay and the elder didn't cheat on him on multiple occasions for a long time.

He still loves the boy dearly, so he stayed with him, until he had to do it at school. Jeno didn't really expect it since Jaemin would usually go at night, but at school? That's just low.

So he broke things off. He's still heartbroken about it because he only knew about Jaemin's habit, but he doesn't know why he did it and if the boy even loved him.

"I wish you will change," Jeno sighs, "I want us to be okay," he feels his eyes getting teary but he doesn't wipe them away, he takes a deep breath, "I miss you," he felt a single tear escape his eye and he lets it run down his cheek.

He watches Jaemin's peaceful sleeping face and sighs again. Jeno turns around to lower the temperature of the AC just a little bit, hoping Jaemin and the random girl won't shiver the whole night and get a cold.

He changes quickly to his pajamas, an oversized shirt and some boxers, before laying down on his bed and draping the blanket over his body.

He glances at Jaemin's side one more time, "goodnight my prince," he whispers before closing his eyes and try to get some sleep.