juju🌸.

"idk he hung up on me please help juju" jada cried to me.

"alright relax jay, imma call him and talk to him and then imma call you back and let yk" i said.

we said our goodbyes and hung up. after i called bronny. i feel like they argue about the littlest things but i understand because me and kk was like that.

they just gotta continue to learn each others strengths and weaknesses & they gone be good. i wouldn't say jada was completely wrong i just feel like she could've worded it better.

and i'm not saying bronny was wrong either his reaction could've been better. he should've just communicated with her the right way and explained to her that it hurt his feelings and why.

i hung up the call with jada and clicked on bronny's contact name calling him and he didn't answer.

"boy if you don't answer the phone" i said to myself calling him again.

after about 3 rings he finally answered. i could tell just by his voice he was in a bad mood.

"hey bestie" i said trying to cheer him up.

"wassup" he said nonchalantly.

"what's wrong ?" i asked. i wanted to see if he was gonna tell me the truth.

"nun im good just chillin" he said and i rolled my eyes instantly because you lying for what ??

"bronny i know what happened between you and jada" i said. i heard him huff.

"man she always telling yall" he said.

"well i mean she wasn't gonna tell us. she was gonna try and fix it but you wouldn't answer her calls" i said.

"yeah" he said.

"bronny why you ignoring her ? she's trying to talk it out like a mature adult" i said.

"so i'm immature ? aight bet. ionk what's wrong with you and yo little friends on my mama" he said.

"okay first of all, you need to chill out. nobody said you was immature bronny but look how you acting can you deny it ? you sitting here being irritable over every little thing."

"man imma catch you later you just like yo lil friend and ion even-

"no listen to me bronny. nobody was saying your immature but you could've communicated with her better and told her why it hurt your feelings because ignoring her ain't gone help yall relationship"

"i understand she hurt your feelings but you gotta learn how to tell her that through communication and not snapping at her and then ignoring her."

"i'm not saying your wrong but i think you two should talk it out. you two love each other too much to let this one little thing come between yall" i said.

"bet.. imma call her and talk to her & apologize. i appreciate you best. thank you for helping me understand better. and i'm sorry for snapping at you" he said and i smiled.

"you good imma let you call jada.. i love you and be safe" i said.

"i love you too" he said and i smiled we hung up.

jada🎀.

i walked out of bathroom to see my phone flashing meaning someone was calling. i walked over and picked it up & saw that bronny was calling.

when i tell yall i was so happy i mean that.. i was smiling so hard because he has been ignoring me and i feel so bad about what i said especially cus i hurt his feelings and i didn't mean too.

i answered the phone and laid down on my bed.

"hello" i said.

"hey ma" he said.

omg i missed that. that name, his voice, his face all of it.

"hey baby" i said smiling.

"i just wanted to apologize to you for the way i acted towards you. hanging up and snapping at you ik i gotta communicate better and let you know how i feel and not just hang up. so i'm sorry and i hope you can forgive me" he said.

"baby.. i'm sorry too.. i did not mean to hurt your feelings and that's not what i was saying at all yk that i believe in you and yk that ik your good enough. i'm sorry for what i said"

"i forgive you if you forgive me" i said and he smiled and nodded at me.

"i love you beautiful" he said making me smile and blush.

"i love you more" i said.

"but tell me how your practices been going ?" i said.

"they been chill. i'm adjusting to the new environment and people, but i love it i think this is good for me"

"most definitely baby.. you only going up from here" i said.

"but i can't wait to be a basketball wife" i said and he smiled showing off his pearly white teeth.

"yk it's coming soon" he said winking at me.

kk🦋.

"girl goodbye you not funny" dijonai said making me laugh.

i grabbed my stuff and said bye to the team before heading to my car. i got in and headed home i was so ready to shower and get in bed.

i haven't talked to juju all day so i am so ready to call her and talk to her. i walked inside and locked the door walking upstairs to my room.

i grabbed my clothes & my body wash turning on the shower. after it was warm i undressed and hopped in. after my shower i went downstairs and made dinner.

getting into bed i grabbed my phone and called juju she instantly answered. i watched as her beautiful face popped up in the scream.

"hey mamas.. i miss you" i said.

"hey beautiful, i miss you more" she said smiling at me.

"how was your day ?" i asked.

"it was good.. chill yk sum slight and yours ?" she asked.

"good also. i have found a mall that i absolutely love & i done overspent" i said laughing.

"aww that's good ik the fits finna eat on game days.. but i'm going out with dana tonight so" she said.

and my face instantly changed. because one thing i learned this past month is that her teammate dana evans is very much flirtatious.

and i do not wanna be that fiancé that try to control who they fiancé talk to or tell who they can and can't hang out with & i don't wanna seem insecure but something about her gives me bad vibes.

"ohh her again" i mumbled.

"yes her again.. why what's wrong. we're teammates and she's one of my closest friends here" she said.

"nothing"

"no babe tell me" juju said giving me her full attention.

"its just.. she give me bad vibes. ionk why but she's so flirty with you juju. & ion wanna be that fiancé that tell you who you can and can't hang out with but yk" i said.

"babe she's not flirty with me.. dana's just a girls girl" she said and i scoffed.

"yeah okay" i mumbled.

"man we not finna start that insecure s*** kamorea. ian got nothing to hide or no reason to lie you man" juju said.

"you think im insecure ? be so fr judea your all the way in chicago and im all way in connecticut please don't play with me. i never said you was lying don't ever come for me" i said.

"then what is it kk ?"

"i don't trust her" i said.

"well ionk what to tell you, cus she's also my teammate if you forgot."

"mm" i said.

"bruh kk please don't start. ion got time to argue man. just tell me how you feel so we can fix it." she said.

"man there's nothing to fix. just know that's disrespectful and yo a**" i said before hanging up.

i know that it's normal for me and juju to argue & ik i'm wrong for hanging up but i have to calm myself before i lose it.

we have been doing so good and ion wanna ruin that. i just wish i could talk it out in person and  hold her because thats what we both need.

each other & each others physical presence. i grabbed my plate and walked downstairs washing it and putting it up. i decided to do some extra cleaning since i was bored and had nun to do.

i grabbed my phone and hooked it up to the speaker and played "mad" by ne-yo because he's really describing our situation.

"i don't wanna go bed mad at you & i don't want you to go to bed mad at me no no no" i sang to myself.

"ohh baby this love ain't gone be perfect" i sang.

boy ne-yo spit facts in this song. i continued to clean as i listened to music.

"we can fuss and we can fight long as everything's alright between us, before we go to sleep.. baby we're gonna be.. happy" i sang

music is definitely my safe space especially when im in my feelings and in my head. after i finished cleaning i turned off the lights and headed to bed.

chapter 8🥹! okay yall know i had to be realistic when it comes to long distance relationships and they not always perfect so. but jada and bronny made up! vote and comment 🙃!