4 months later🫧.

juju🌸.

i'm currently 9 months & i'm due for september 12th but i doubt i will make it that far because it's september 5th and baby boy is ready to get out of here. i continued bouncing on the ball hoping it would make him come faster.

"babe you still bouncing on that ball ?" kk asked me giggling.

"yesss it's supposed to make him come faster" i whined.

"babe you used all this belly oil ?"

"mhm i gotta make sure my stomach look good after the baby come" i said still bouncing.

jada: JUDEAAA. how's bean ?? 🥹🥹.

juju: jada stop being fed. he's good tho i'm tryna get him to come out early.

rayah: i can't believe his gonna be here soon.

aaliyah: it feels like juju just told us she was pregnant 🥹.

bronny: 🥹🥹🖤🖤.

bryce: finna spoil him so bad.

kk: ikkk i'm so excited 🥹🥹.

i saw that amoura had texted me privately. confused because she did just ghost us out of nowhere for no reason.

amoura: hey.. can we talk ??

juju: mhmm.

amoura: how are you tho ?

juju: good and you ??

amoura: good. so um i wanted to tell you why i just disappeared. i fell into depression because i was missing you. one day i went to the store but ended up losing my phone but i had no will to care. it was a constant battle to live. i was in my room suffering everyday and could not get out of bed.

amoura: after about 3 weeks of sulking in my room i tried to k!ll myself and was admitted to a mental hospital. i was there for over a year but wasn't getting any better. i was worse after then before i went in. when i was finally let out i felt free because being in that hospital felt like a cell.

amoura: i promised myself that the moment i got out i was gonna get help. and i did. i found a therapist i can trust and medication that actually helps. i bought a new phone and logged back into all my socials but i was scared to tell you guys.

juju: amoura 🥺. your my best friend. like i said everyone goes through things and i'm proud of you for getting help. but i called your family and they never answered. i just feel like somebody could've communicated that sh** with me.

juju: i would've easily hopped on a flight to you. but i understand depression ain't easy. you fought and i'm proud of you for staying my love🩷. can't imagine what your going through but your so strong!

amoura: ikk i'm sorry i just didn't want anyone to know because people love to use that as a weakness against you.

juju: but we're not like that and yk that! we would've understood. next time we gone need you to communicate. the minute you feel sad text me phone. call me or sum.

amoura: i promise 🩷.

"yeah she was going though depression. she actually tried yk" i said to kk.

"i feel so bad now.. because ik what's like to feel hopeless." kk sighed.

"that's why we was saying be nice cus you never know want someone is going through."

i texted the gc and let them know what was up with amoura. but paige she probably just don't mess with us nomore which is fine cus we ain't did nun.

bronny: i apologize amoura.. i hope you can forgive us and we hope your doing better!🖤

jada: i'm sorry too 😔😔.

kk: i'm sorry! trust ik what it's like and im here for you if you need anything or if you need to talk.

bryce: yeah, i sincerely apologize! glad you stayed tho! 🖤🖤.

amoura: it's fine guys🖤. & thank you. i promise to communicate with you guys next time tho.

aaliyah: see this is better! 🥹🥹.

rayah: awww 🥹🥹🥹. love to see it!

"i'm so tired of bouncing now" i said getting into bed.

kk🦋.

"hey you" i said as juju waddled rubbing the sleep from her eyes.

"hey baby" she said kissing my cheek.

"how was your nap" i asked.

"bruh trash. i was not comfortable and he keeps kicking my bladder. i feel like i constantly have to pee and my pelvic hurts." she said huffing.

"well he has 5 days left so thats exciting. are you nervous about the birth ?"

"yess i just pray he comes out with no problems or complications more. i'm more worried about that than the pain" juju replied getting watermelon from the fridge.

"did you enjoy not having a period for 9 months ?"

"i did at first but now i miss it. bring it back baby" she said laughing.

"i'm proud of you tho. first pregnancy and you ate down. ik your gonna be amazing when baby boy comes. i'm grateful that you were nice enough to give me my first child"

"because ik it's not easy being pregnant especially for the first time and taking the time to share your body and leave basketball makes me so happy and grateful that i married you".

"aww i love you & i'd do anything for you! except get pregnant again lol. 2 years after he's born your gonna get pregnant. hopefully it'll be a girl" she said making me mug her.

"ehh" i mumbled making her laugh.

"what ? we both agreed i carry the first one and you carry the second one" juju said making me roll my eyes.

"yeah yeah ik. i remember the deal" i said laughing.

"your gonna look so cute pregnant" she said.

"and what if i don't wanna get pregnant anymore ?" i asked.

"then i'm leaving you" juju said with a serious tone on her face.

"you would leave me for that ?" i asked with a serious tone.

"yes ma'am, cus i held my end of the bargain now it's your turn. you don't just get to get out of being pregnant babe. that's now how that work my love" she said making me huff.

"i'm gonna have the next baby promise" i said making her smile.

i got up and walked over to her and we shared a kiss. i rubbed her belly and we talked about the baby's name just in case we wanted to do some last minute changing. we are so excited for baby boy to get here. we are so ready to be mothers.

chapter 34🥹! aww amoura told them why she disappeared. but juju was not playing about kk having the next baby 😭😭. vote and comment🙃!