kk🦋.

knowing juju hurt me the same way is kind of hard to believe.. she was so good to me. i will never understand why im not good enough to love.

i ended up blocking her on messages but somehow im still gettin her messages.

maybe: juju: kk unblock me.. you not letting me talk.

maybe: juju: KAMOREA !

maybe: juju: yk what bet i got sum for you.

i put my phone down as tears rolled down my eyes. life will never go right for me. i turned to my side as i stared at the picture of me and juju that sat on the side dresser.

i could hear myself sniffle. what's wrong with me ? why am i so hard to love ?

juju🌸.

man kk tripping fr.. she taking what she saw at that party the wrong way. nothing happened. i got out of my car and went into the dorm.

i saw her in her bed faced towards the wall. i could hear her sniffling. seeing her cry hurt. i never meant to hurt her or make her cry.

i got so much love and respect for kk. that's my girl my future wife man. i closed the door and saw kk look over at me.

she got out of bed and grabbed her shoes and she tried to walk out the door. i grabbed her by her forearm pulling her back.

"fr baby ? that's how you acting ? please just listen to me kk please" juju said.

"judea not now man. im hurting so please" kk said.

"KAMOREA LISTEN TO ME" juju said raising her voice a little.

kk stared at her and decided why not listen to her.. see what she has to say. it will give her more closure as to what happened at the party.

"fine talk" kk said.

"look i was not flirting with her aight, she's my best friend from middle school.. she moved cus her dad was in the army. he just passed and her mom moved her here to la we haven't seen each other in almost 6 years only we could only communicate through calls & texts" juju said.

"kk i would never hurt you. EVER. i told you that from the beginning im gone love you right and i mean that. you got my heart and you only." juju added.

kk had no words.. just speechless. she really doubted juju. even after everything and their relationship being so strong. she was so disappointed in herself she really thought that about juju.

the one that was their for her from day 1. the one that held her.. helped her up during her darkest times. the one that made sure she laughed and ate no matter what.

"juju.. im so sorry i- i was just so scared i didn't wanna go through another heartbreak but i doubted you and im so sorry.. i shouldve known you would never do that" kk cried out.

juju pulled her in for a hug. she wasn't even mad at kk cus she understood where she was coming from and she knows how bad it looked at the party. she was just happy kk knew the truth.

"it's okay baby.. i forgive you. i understand your still learning to trust and ik you've been hurt so bad. but you gotta trust me ma imma protect you and yo heart. i will never hurt you" juju said.

kk held onto juju tight.. juju looked down and kissed kk's forehead. she cupped her face wiping her tears.

"you good love, we're good. it's me and you no matter what" juju said.

"i love you" kk said.

"i love you forever more mamas" juju replied.

she let go opening the door. and kk saw the same pretty darkskin from the party.

"baby this is my best friend amoura, bestie this is my girlfriend kk" juju said introducing them.

"look im so sorry i didn't mean to come between you two and it was never like that i promise" amoura said.

"it's okay i know.. im sorry for how i reacted.. and just assuming.. we good ?" kk asked.

"we're good" amoura said.

the two hugged and juju watched as she smiled. she was happy that had gotten it straightened out.

"so juju says your dad was in the army.. did you like moving around ? yk traveling can be fun" kk said.

kk and amoura sat on the her bed as juju went to change her clothes.

"yes he was and not really, i would constantly move and make friends and then have to move again leaving my friends was hard" amoura said.

"ik it must have sucked. well if it makes you feel any better your pretty and you got a nice build" kk said smiling.

amoura laughed as kk put her phone on the charger.

"yes that's makes me feel so much better" amoura said laughing.

kk🦋.

juju's best friend amoura is such a chill person. i like her vibes she so sweet but funny at the same time.

we continued to talk and laugh as juju came out the bathroom.

"maybe you could teach me how to get thick like that" kk said.

"oh yk i gotchu girl don't worry" amoura said.

juju walked out of the bathroom. her hair was in a messy bun, she had on a tank top and basketball shorts.

"juju my mother asked about you she said do you wanna come over for dinner tomorrow" amoura said looking at juju.

"yes ma'am, i missed your mom and her cooking. cus baby she can throw down in the kitchen" juju said.

"big back" amoura and kk both said at the same time.

they both pointed at each other and laughed.

"yeah yall gone get off me" juju said rolling her eyes.

"besides lemme be a big back ya girl been on a keto diet for a minute now" juju said.

"but why, you have like the perfect body" amoura said.

"thank you bestie, but honey coach g don't play so i gotta keep this body in shape" juju said.

paige💕.

"no azzi it's fine" i said to her.

"paige it's not fine, why do you constantly act nonchalant ? like do you even want me anymore ?" azzi said.

azzi and paige's relationship was going downhill. all they did was argue back and fourth all the time.

paige began acting nonchalant towards azzi & it really bothered her. she hadn't done anything to paige for her to be acting like that towards her..

they constantly argued screaming at each other. azzi started throwing things at paige mid argument and she saw that as a red flag.

i began to give up after that. ionk what has gotten into azzi lately she's been so aggressive and i can't be aggressive back.

"azzi i don't wanna argue okay. im tired of arguing all the time man" paige sighed as she rubbed her forehead.

"well STOP HURTING ME PAIGE" azzi yelled.

"im not hurting you azzi & stop yelling its so unnecessary" paige said.

azzi🎀.

i walked to the fridge and grabbed a bottle of water. i could feel myself getting heated and ik i needed to calm down before it get worse.

"you sound dumb paige this relationship isn't 100% your not doing your part" azzi said.

"azzi shut up talking to me cus i really don't care. it could be 10% and i still wouldn't care" paige said shrugging her shoulders.

"man what is wrong with you ? after everything that i have done for you and this how you gone treat me ? why are you with me if you don't care ?" azzi questioned angrily.

paige just ignored her. & that was one of azzi's pet peeves. she hated when paige ignored her. she could feel herself getting heated.

she balled up her fist and her breathing became heavy. azzi bit down on her teeth. she watched as paige nonchalantly scrolled on her phone. with no care in the world.

"ANSWER ME" azzi screamed.

she grabbed a glass from the sink throwing it at paige. it busted against her right cheek. blood poured from her face on top her hands and clothes.

paige looked up at azzi in shock. she watched as azzi stood there breathing heavily. azzi looked at paige before walking out of the front door and slamming it on her way out.

azzi was really losing it. she was so unhinged at this point. anger issues coming out and she needed help.

chapter 13🥹! im glad juju + kk got it straightened out. paige starting to show she don't care about azzi anymore. azzi is basically abusive. vote & comment🙃!