January 17th, 2021

I wish one of my hyung's would hold me

I want someone to hold me...

They wouldn't want to

I'm too filthy to be held and I don't deserve it...

Maybe a kiss... A hug...

Anything... Anything-

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March 22nd, 2021

I want to move...

I want to move...

Please let me move...

I can't do this

I'm sorry-

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May 19th, 2021

I tried to escape today...

They tried to kill me

I didn't get that far before I was captured

I can't wait for help to come anymore, they won't help me

They punished me, but it's nothing new

They always want to hurt me, and it always hurts

What's so different about this time?

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July 12th, 2021

They gave me something today

It was a stuffed animal that fit in my arms perfectly...

It made me happy...

It made me so happy...

But then they took it away

It hurt, it hurt...

There were so many cameras and they just laughed...

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September 25th, 2021

I think something broke in me today

It wasn't even a bone in my body this time, it just hurt

All over I just felt like something had broken

It felt hollow, empty, dark...

Please help me...

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November 18th, 2021

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