Sehun's pov....

Today  I felt happy seeing luhan and our kids outside the church,,,,,,

I can see luhan really very happy without me,,,,

I will stay far away from them I don't want them to see me like this,,,,, if am away and they are happy,,, that is all that matters to me,,,,

I wonder why luhan still insisted To Help me money earlier or maybe he felt sorry for me how pathetic I was looking,,,  

I will love you luhan in my heart I know I will never have a special place in his heart,,, 

What are you thinking?? I heard Kim asking me,,,

Nothing  Kim

I know you are thinking something which we mad people think,,

Kim how did you end up here???

My family abandoned me when I was a little and that is when I started asking money on streets in order to survive and by the way am not crazy,, 

Really Kim??

Yes what about you???

My really name is sehun park am the eldest son of king park long story in short am not crazy my ex boyfriend burned me because I rejected him,,  

Am  sorry sehun but you can go home and they will accept you,,,

No  Kim I don't want to make my wife angry when he sees me I think they are happy without me,,  

Okay sehun,,, 

We we're begging money in the street when I saw someone drop his wallet,,,,

I run after him,,,

Sir you dropped this,,,,

When he looked at me I couldn't believe,,,,

Sehun!! I started running,,,,

Wait sehun please don't run away from me what happened to you,,,  

I continue running and saw that he lost me,,,,  

I can't be in our city now I think I  will go to another town so that luhan can't find me easily because I  know he will look for me and maybe he will tell me to get lost or disappear,,,