The thing is my sleep is fucked up.
I can at times sleep really easy or I almost can't.
The times I can't are the times when so much happened.
I at times only at night think about it.
The things that happened.
I have people in my life who ruin everything.
And people who care for me also do it at times.
I know they don't mean any times.
But when they hurt me the most of the time are also stuck with something.
So how can I bother them.
I can't, I cant bring my self to do it.
I am so tired at times that I don't know what I'm doing.
I need something to do and I fuck up and I'm just stuck.
And I then panic and step back, breath in.
But at times I can't it sucks.
I one time finally fell asleep around 3.00 nice timing right.
Or I am awake till morning.
My sleep is getting better I guess.
But don't tell me I won't have sleepless nights anymore.
I know I will.
And if your stuck with something send something in my dms.
Even if you don't need help but really need to tell something.
And friend please don't take this to the heart.