I walked to school, eye's red and puffy from crying. I thought about all the chores I had to do when I get home. My outfit looked amazing, yet I still felt ugly. I pulled down my long sleeves, to cover up all of the memories the scars left. (can anyone guess what song this is from?)  I covered my head with my hood, looking down so no one can see my face. Today was a really depressing day for me. It's my birthday, it's also the day my mom left. The day she left, I was going downstairs to celebrate. I had gotten my first phone and laptop that day. I couldn't take it. I rushed to my locker, threw my stuff in there and went into the girl's restroom. I sat in a stall and cut my wrist over and over. Tala freaked out and tried to get me to stop. I finally stopped to see Tala with tears in her eyes.

"Don't waste your tears on me Tala. I'm not worth it," I said. She sighed and went back in my bag. I got out of the stall and ran my wrist under water in the sink. Chloe came into the bathroom while I was doing this.

"Oh, so the pig likes to abuse her self," she said," I guess she likes it, that must be why her dad does it."

I ran out of the bathroom with tears running down my face. While I was running, I bumped into someone.

"I-I'm *hic* s-s-sorry. I was *hic* not p-paying attention," I said. I looked up to see Adrien Agreste. My only friend. He looked concerned.

"It's fine, why are you crying," he asked.

"No reason, I'm fine," I said, clearly lying.

"No your not, what's wrong," he asked.

"Just Chloe," I said as I quickly got up and got my stuff for class. I ran to class, just before the bell rang. I took my seat in the back of the class alone. Chloe looked at me and used her finger to draw lines over her wrist, she gave me an evil smirk. Before the tears spilled, I stood up and ran out of class. I couldn't take it anymore. I ran into the girl's bathroom and started cutting and cutting and cutting some more. I grabbed some pills out of my backpack and swallowed all of them in one big gulp. Adrien burst into the bathroom, he looked at my cut up wrist and the empty pill bottle.

"You didn't," he said with tears spilling down his cheeks. I nodded as my vision began to fade. I went limp but still had consciousness. He picked me up and ran back into the classroom. The teacher started to freak out along with the rest of the class, except for Chloe and her friend. She just smirked. The teacher quickly called 911. While Adrien tried to keep me awake. I heard the ambulance. Then I passed out.

I woke up in a hospital bed.

"DAMN IT," I yelled," I wanted to die, I want to die, I hate my life, no one needs me, I'm not worth it, I'm ugly and useless, I'm just a nuisance to this hellish world, why am I still here, I-." my words were cut off by a strong embrace. I heard crying, my shirt started getting wet from tears. I saw blond hair and instantly knew it was Adrien.

"Why?" is all he could get out.

I looked down at my lap,"I'm not needed, my dad doesn't love me, he hits me. He drinks too much and loses control. He's even raped me. Chloe bullies me, she hates me, says the world would be better without me. I agree," I said in a numb pain.

"But, I need you," he said with tears streaming down his cheeks. I started to cry.

"I didn't know about your dad or about how much Chloe has done, I'll tell my da-," I grabbed his shirt and looked at him with scared eyes.

"Please don't," I said with fear in my eyes," I don't know what he will do to me."