I just realized that the 50th part is going to be on Christmas day!! Woohoo.

I have been feeling depressed at night lately. Idk why. This year has been tough and not fun. I can't hang out with friends like I used to, the only friends I hang out with at my ninja classes are younger than me. Sigh. It's also been tough being alone. I mean, I have my family, but like not having a gf. I hate it. I  need hate it so much. I hate it so much that I want to strangle Cupid to death. Then do it again over and over.

I plan to stay up until midnight so I can spam people with "Merry Christmas". Anyone wanna stay up with me? I need it so I don't fall asleep. I am still catching up on sleep from having to wake up early before school.

I need a new piano piece. I need one now.

I don't wanna play Sanseneon measures 52-something. I don't want to do my Musicianship Exam. They're too long.

My family started watching "Anne with an E" because we finished "Queen's Gambit" but I don't like this new show. I've just been on my phone whenever it's on.

idk what else to write so imma end it here.

Bye and Merry Christmas if it applies to you!

- Gabriel

Roses are red