❝To my dearest, signed with love.❞
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«NARRATION»

Taehyung bit his lip for the umpteenth time as he reread the note he had typed on his phone for over an hour now. He was hesitant, whether he should send it or not. It was a letter to be specific; dedicated to his ex.

The one and only woman that he ever loved.

And the woman that got away from him, only because of his insensitivity towards her.

Nonetheless, he still copied the text before scrolling through the contacts in his chats before finally arriving at it.

He pasted the text on the wall, swollen lips quivering if he should click the send option or not.

Because for one thing he knew, they were over and she had already moved on with a new chapter in her life. And sincerely, he never wished to sabotage her relationship because of his guilt, his realization.

He massaged his forehead against the conflict building in his mind. Without glancing for a second at his screen, he threw his phone away on the mattress, pushing his head under the pillow.

He was lovesick; he dearly missed her.

His phone made a buzzing sound as a text notification popped up. He lazily looked around for his phone and immediately sat upright with a gasp of horror flushed in his face.

Accidentally enough, the message had been sent.

But the actual reason of shock however was the fact that it was marked seen.

« My Lalisa💘 »

You

Dear Lalisa

It's been over a year since we've last talked, can you believe it? Now that I remember the the date, it was our anniversary yesterday. Our fourth one, if we'd been together. I have consumed myself in a nostalgia, back in day when everything around me was filled with flowers and butterflies. Because it was only when you were around, but I was a fool to never understand this.

To this day I question myself, what changed in me, my love and affection for you? You were just an angel sparked up my sky of hopeless dreams with rays of hope. And what did I do instead, pulled away from you, little by little until today where we're back to being strangers. I'm certainly a fool to let you go. And now I'm suffering the pain of seeing you with Jungkook, because it hurts so bad thinking that once upon a time there was me in his place, showering you with love and kisses. Our relationship hadn't been a healthy graph and I admit it was my fault. But no matter how hard I try, I still can't bring to convince myself that there isn't an future for us anymore. But still, there's a little hope that I have in my heart that you would return one day; its hanging only by a thread now, but it was you who inspired to never give up after all.

My heart only wishes to let you know, that I still want you. I don't know if you would ever read this, nor would it ever reach you. I just wanted to let my feelings out, in a vain attempt to feel happier which this broken heart can never be.

Wishing you all the joys in life,
Kim Taehyung.

~•~

"Shit, shit! How can I be so careless?!" Taehyung pulled out his hair in frustration, realizing what he just did.

"She must think I'm really an ass." His conscience repraminded even more when he saw the active sign pointed at Lisa's icon suggesting she was reading every single word he just sent.

Deleting the message wasn't of a use either; because she replied to him even before he could do something.

~•~

My Lalisa💘
Uhm...tae?

You

I'm so sorry, this wasn't meant to be sent to you
Please ignore it

Don't tell me you read it already

My Lalisa💘
I did
I read the whole thing
Tae actually Jungkook and I, we broke up

You
What? Why would you? When?!

My Lalisa💘

Yesterday.
Jungkook knew I was using him for a rebound. He was aware of the number of sleepless nights I've had, crying over every single memory I still clung onto. He still let me through, making me realize that it wasn't entirely you to blame for; we both had faltered at some point. I couldn't choose to hurt his feelings anymore. Perhaps it was best to let him go than have him by my side when all I can see is you in him.

Tae, I know that slipping in arguments is often. Perhaps what made our relationship toxic was probably because we never confided in each other like we used to. Maybe this is why we lost the trust, we failed this one sided fight that we never wanted to give up in the first place.

You
You're my one true love, Lalisa. I would do anything to hold you in my arms, because I'm desperate to feel your skin against mine. I'm sorry for everything in the past. Is there a way we can reconsider this relationship, rewrite our stars again while the time still lay in our hands? Will you forgive me?

~•~

His fingertips trembled with anxiety as the message was sent. All he could do was join his hands together and pray. The tension was prevalent looking at the typing... that had been displayed below the tab for about more than a minute now. He didn't want to lose hope, because he wished to fight for them this time.

My Lalisa💘
I forgive you...
And I'm sorry too for not being able to understand you Tae.
I miss you so much that's its impossible for me to let you go again🤧
Can you come over for cuddles?🥺

You
Aww baby thank you so much😭
I promise to be the better man for you
I'll be there in 10💜

FIN.

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A tinge of angst this time!

I really wanted to write this idea long time ago but I always thought it might not turn out to be good. I still thought of giving this one try and know how y'all feel after reading this.

Love you guys uwu🤧
ㅡ Authornim.