It's been awhile since I've been tagged by my friends other than Ayzis whom I have yet showed any results of 'Say something good about myself'

So, here goes nothing.

Thalassophobia - I have this fear of drowning in the ocean , swimming pool and lake. You name it. 

Once, back in middle school we had a camping trip. I was sitting at the side of the pool while watching others enjoying themselves. A close friend crept upon me and pushed me into the 10 ft pool, thinking that I can swim. I would have drowned if a few strangers didn't hurry to get me back up to land. My life literally flashed before my eyes when I was underwater. Since then, I never been able to approach a swimming pool or the beaches. I would stand as far as I can. 

Acrophobia - (Laughs) I actually collapsed onto my knees last weekend while I crossing the bridge. I was so embarrassed when some public members had to help me out and walked me down to get off the bridge because there was not an ounce of energy in my legs.

Dad once brought me up in the air so high that until today I still remembered it. I can't even climb a staircase, or go into an elevator without shutting my eyes close. My hands would tremble and until I feel the ground again, I would remain like that. Even in the shopping mall, I can't look down. I would stagger and felt dizzy. That's how bad is my phobia towards heights. 

Monophobia - Yes, I believed many suffered from this. Afraid of being alone. 

I began to develop this phobia after I left home. I never went home to Miami where my brother is. For over 4 years. I was afraid of being alone. I was afraid I may not have anyone to push me back on my feet when I'm buried six feet under live's problem. Lately, it has gotten even worse after Jason was giving up on me. I had a break down a few weeks ago because I can't see a clear future ahead of myself even after all those medicines. I fear that I might entirely give up on hope while trying to fight my tuberculosis. Being alone is frightening. 

So, here ya go.

Thank you for nominating me LostInNevereverland

I nominate those below. Feel free to refuse it.

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