Everything I think
You already know
Everything I speculate about
You as well have no answer to

That is because we are similar
We are two things 
Designed after the same blue print
We have so much in common

Everything I want to do
You already have done
Everything I strive for
You already have achieved

That is because you are more than me
More than I can ever be
And it nags me everyday
Showing me how much I'm lacking

Everything, everything that I am
Is somewhere in your depths
Everything that makes me myself
Is something you already were

I see that I'm not lacking
I'm just not something new
An individual like I wanted to be
I'm a monster of stuff you are and were

You could be my rolemodel, my better self
But everything I see when I look at you
Is something that I don't want to be
I don't want to follow an already cleared path

But I seem to shatter facing the dangers of my own