Dear Book-Perfect Boy,

I've started having a hobby of putting aesthetic make-ups on lately mostly because I am almost done in my last year of high school. Another step closer to college. 

I haven't written here for the past months because I was frustrated (but also busy) with my past flings. There was a lot. After a lot of trial and error, I picked up some of the tactics that they do. Of course, I will not use it to inflict trauma on other people, but just to protect myself.

I earned trust issues because of no-good-all-play boys. I hate it. 

Attachment issues, Abandonment Issues, and Trust issues: the holy trinity of toxicity that I got from last year. I ordered a book-perfect boy, but only trauma was delivered. Can I return it? No? Okay, I don't care. It happened still. 

Life goes on :)

Should I still continue to pursue this relationship thing? I am starting to think that maybe it will not be worth it at all.

Tired of everything,

Liz