...Sorry for throwing all my hate into this fucking story, don't read it if you don't want to...




Guys...
I have a question and I want you to answer it honestly...


...
Why are you so nice to me? I mean yes I am your friend but I'm struggling through a lot of troubles lately and now

Like...My dad had stroke once and he mght get it again if I get him more angry, my school fees has gone higher and we're saving up money, I've been waking up very tired as fuck and feel like crap although I have 7-9 hours of sleep, losing ideas very quickly and I just had a huge temtrum on mom because I wanted to check my notifications and see pics to help me with my newest Undertale AU


Sometimes I feel like evrything someone does is fake
I'm just so mad, sad and confused right now
My words can't explain how I feel so badly right now


I'm not gonna give up on drawing though, I will still keep moving forwards, even if I have to go through all the shitty pain, even if I have hurt myself with my nail claws thing, even if I have to lose my irl friends


I'm trying to calm down right now as I just turned down my sister who wanted to talk to me because I was so mad


That's all...
~(00k13