Is something I need to learn how to do. Sometimes their worth it. Well, most of the time.

But then there's other times where you go back and things aren't ever the same. They'll never be the same. You can't laugh like you used to, you don't smile as often, you've got this urge that you have to say something to them, but then you don't.

Opinions matter too much to me. I can't stand being disappointed in, I can't. I can't do things I'd like to do, say what I'd like to say. Because of these opinions.

I want to let go. We just can't go back to  the way things used to be. It was all too much, the fight, the words said, I won't go through that again.

I'll be nice, but that's as far as it goes.

I loved you, you knew that, but then "it" happened, and you can't take your words back.

I'm big on second chances, but I've given you plenty, and me being the weak person I am, gave in.

I'm sorry, I know you want to be friends again, but even for so much as that to happen, it'd be a very long process of building up my trust.

The question isn't if your worth it. It's am I worth it?