I fell for another
Hard-to-love
Don't-know-where-I-stand
Don't-know-why-I-try
Boy.
I know.
It's getting ridiculous.
I know.
I should focus on myself.
But how can you focus on yourself when you're focused on someone else?
How can you put attention on yourself when you give attention to someone else?
That's the problem.
You gave me too much
But too little at the same time.
You gave me a chance to love,
But a bigger chance to hate,
Because with every mistake you made,
I got the poison
I got the endless questioning
Playing over and over and over in my head
Like a stuck record
Is it me?
Have I done something wrong?
Have you done something wrong?
We all say out of kindness
It's not you it's me
But this time
It's you
Because you have affected me in so many ways
You have left me to believe it's my fault
You have left me crying constantly
You have left me wondering
You have left me in pain
You have left me.