The dark haired boy sat in his empty apartment and kicked his feet back and forth in his seat as he watched the news. More murder. What's knew. They still hadn't figured out the "mysterious murder" of his parents and only friend. Man police/detectives are pretty stupid...

Akio couldn't help but to chuckle at himself of the stupidness, and just him being proud. But in a second it completely went into a 180.

He just started crying out of no where.

It happend often he just didn't tell anyone.

Lucky for him this hadn't happend when he's not alone.

Yet.

It could still happen. He just hopes it never does. It usually happens when he reflects on what he did. Part of him is proud of what he's done and the other part his Beating himself up over what he did. Worthless he would call himself. Stupid. Crybaby.

Haha....he started to become his mother.

Beating himself up about himself. In whatever way you can interpret that. Physically, Mentally. You choose. Sometimes it's just both at once.

But the 'Mastermind' would never actually admit this is how he actual feels about himself. So he keeps on his happy, crazy, "façade". Or mask. Though he's actually like that. Just sometimes he's still the adorkable child you known him as.

He's just like how he was before only to himself. He thinks he's worthless and no one likes him that way. So he never shows it anymore. He likes being his happy, crazy other self. He likes to think that he's more confident that way.

Hah, he's not confident either way.

Throught this rather long diolog, Akio is still currently crying and beating himself up, mentally.

Akio clutched his dark hair and rested his elbow on his knee and clenched his teeth as tears continued to pour down his pale face.

Worthless

He mumbled.

Worthless....

Worthless...

Worthless...!

Worthless!

The dark haired boy kept repeating to himself.

He continued talking to himself,

"Mother...it's all her fault! I'm like this because of her..! I didn't have to kill father but I...I did.. and Michio..." he paused for a second and try to choke back a sob, "Dammit...Michio I'm so sorry."
"Sorry..."
"S-sorry.."
"M-Michio-" he continued to sob. In actuality he's more sad about him killing his only friend that he's ever had more than his parents.

But soon, he became the Akio we know now.

Tears continued to stream down his face but his pale lips broke into a grin and started to laugh out loud.
"Hmhmhm....Hahahahaha...!" He let out a breath, "Hah...it's not my fault. It's all their fault~ they did this to me~ MOTHER did this to me..FATHER did this to me...MICHIO did this to me..!" He continued to chuckle, "Not my fault their dead~"

Ah...in the end he was still the horrible, crazy, happy, Akio we know now...

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Sorry for the cringe it's literally 9:33 PM-