I don't expect people to read this book but this is here so I can let out my feelings. I don't know why I post it maybe it's because I need advice or maybe someone knows how I feel and can relate. But for sure I don't do it for pity.
My mom and dad keep fighting lately. It started getting really bad on Mother's Day and the tension is rising everyday. Some days I have to yell at them to be quiet because my little brother is crying himself to sleep on the nights they yell. Once they hear that they become quiet for five minutes then so goes at it again. It became an every night thing at 9 pm. My sister on the other hand blasts her music so she can tone them out yet I still know she is hurt and tired because of it. While I am the one that nobody knows how I feel. One day I was tired and had the guts to yell at them and tell them they are being immature and that they are equally stubborn. They said stay out of it but I didn't. They have gotten better-ish until the truth came out.
Today I asked my mom if she wants to get a divorce with my dad and she said yes. I asked her not to. Then she replies I will get one when you are older and your siblings are older. That hurts me and my dad would be heart broken and clueless in the world.
I told my sister this (she is older than me) and she said that she is losing faith on God. She not only wants to give up her marriage but on God too. I felt anger boiled inside me. She is a re-Christian with one of the closets relationships with God and she wants to throw it away.
The only thing I can do is pray for my mom to not lose faith and to not get a divorce.
God please help by parents I pray in Jesus name Amen.
All the Christians out there please give me a verse in the Bible. I don't care if we are the same type.