Friends
Honestly what are friends???
To me friends are supposed to be people who care about you and would also be for you. Those are true friends.
Who knew Miley Cyrus wrote a meaningful song about friendship ('True Friends')? 😂😂😂
I thought I had true friends but countless of times but I was proven wrong. I only have friends and fake friends.
Here are my idea of a friend and a fake friend so that you can understand what I mean.
Friend:
Cheers me up when I am down even if they don't know I am sad or hurting inside. Never left me or hurted me but they don't really know me.
Fake Friend:
One way friendship. I am a true friend to them yet when it's time comes for them to be a true friend they leave me.
Sadly I have many fake friends but I don't say anything. I keep quiet. Some of the fake friends know some of my secrets. I trusted them but they backstabbed me. They wonder why am like this? I don't know why *sarcasm. That's why I barely trust anyone. Next school year I want to drop all my fake friends.
One of many quotes I live by:
A story of a fake friend:
I thought we were friends but all of a sudden in the middle of March she started to ignore me. I asked one of our friends and she told me that she hates me but she didn't tell me why. She also told me one of my other friend hates me. I don't know what I did to them or why? All I know is that they have changed. The one thing I regret is telling her one of my deepest secrets. I tell them that I don't care but on the inside it does.
Another fake friend:
This friend always rants to me about her life but I don't mine. A few days ago we were playing and I got water on her. When I did it to her she got really pissed and now she is ignoring me and talking to her friend bad about me (the one above this story). I tried apologizing to her but she completely ignore me. I heard her telling the story when I was leaving out of my class. But last week it was okay for her to do it to me. My mom always told me if a person talks about someone behind their back then they would certainly talk about you.
My friends and fake friends don't know that those things hurt me and I have a heart. They may say they care about me but I know they don't. It is easier for me to tell this all out to you guys than to them. They don't know what goes on in my personal life and right know with my experience I would like to keep it that way.
Sorry I had to get this of my chest. I might delete this soon but if this ever happened to you please tell me and I can help you cope through it. So you guys don't feel the way I do I want to tell you that you are loved. By God since he "gave His one and only Son, so that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." John 3:16
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