I need to express my feelings in some way.
I just want to crawl into a dark abyss and never come out. It feels like nothing is going right and that I am doing everything wrong and disappointing everyone. I need a little light in my life to get out of this darkness that keeps pulling me into it.

       Because of this I am not able to update because I have no aspiration to because all of the events I have going on. Hopefully I can get out and update soon.