Hello my little demons and angels! FireBeast0521 here! So as I'm sure you guys know I have recently rejoined Wattpad! I just missed you guys so much and all your wonderful stories! The people on Wattpad have been through thick and thin with me, some of my best friends are because I met them here like Hunter590, Mjolfkin267 and Tokawa734 for an example. But this update is about something I feel like I'm gonna have to explain due to slow updates on EVERYTHING.

So for the past month I've felt like someone I had a close relationship too is slowly drifting away from one another. Whenever I try to speak to them, they're always busy with their other friends or whatever I say will go in one ear and out the other. It's been like for a few weeks. They were always there for me back in middle school, but people are right. High school changes people. When we were younger and texted if I went to sleep in a mood, the next day they would ask me if I was okay. Now if I tell them I'm in a mood they won't ask if I'm okay they'll just walk away with their friends and with me being near them while they're with their friends makes me feel awkward. Like I don't belong anywhere.. Anyways I've been trying to tell them, but I'm scared ill hurt them. I value their feelings more than mine, even if I'm getting hurt everyday because I feel like a toy to them. I wanted them to be different from the people in my past, but it seems they aren't. So if I don't respond or if I'm slow on my stories, responses, ect. then this is why. There's tons of things coming up in my life and I'm not too sure I'm string enough to handle them all. Might have to go back to therapy.. But if you guys have any questions I'll answer the best to my ability. Thanks for listening guys, really means a lot to me!