Earlier today I spoke with my friend Kenneth and I decided to speak to Armaan and clear the air. So when I went to go see him he looked as if he didn't want to see me. When I went up to him I said "I want to clear the air. I'm sorry if I've been avoiding you, it's just my emotions aren't mixing right now.. I want to be friends with you, but I don't want it to be awkward. Friends?" Me and him shook hands, but the look on his face.. I don't know what I saw but I felt as if he didn't want to see me, he didn't want anything to do with me. Then I walk away with Carlos but I feel that Carlos wants his ex girlfriend back.. I'll never be as good as her.. And now my best friend wants to date Armaan... I.. Why.. Why is this happening to me at once?.. I just want to leave everything behind, it's not like any of them would care.. I'm sorry I'm not good enough..