Hey everyone. I'm sorry for leaving the way I did. A lot of bad things were happening in my life and I just needed a break from everything. Over the days I've realized something. Just because bad things happen in your life doesn't mean it's gonna affect everything. People and things can only take you so far,  it is your duty to take the first step. If my brother was physically here he would say to me "Keep going Nat!  You can do it. Do the things we talked about. I believe in you little sis. Go. Achieve your dream." ...
It's scary not knowing what will happen in our lives, but that's why we live. Were on this crazy ride call life. This ride has its ups and downs but in the end it's a steady pace for all of us. Everyday may be a struggle but there's always some light in darkness. I'm not saying the world if perfect. The world is a pretty fucked up place and it is our job to fight,  making it better place. Life is life. Go live it. Try new things,  meet new people,  go see the world! Live life to row fullest, if not doe you then for the people we've lost-... For the people we still have with us. Stay strong for me,  for you,  for everyone. Don't stop. Keep moving forward.

Well that's all my peeps. Now I'm off to go make some people's days/nights!  See ya!