Roses are red
Violets are blue
The sun is out in the clear sunny view I smile I bring happiness.
When I frown it brings hate
But only true mates can tell when I've been pushed past my limit
In day I smile as bright as I can
But at night the demons come out to play
I don't know how to handle it
Most say it's a faze
But it's real to me so I'm in a daze
I put on a smile so no one will worry
But on the inside I'm dying
People think I'm joking
When I'm actually crying
So what shall my soul do tonight when I'm lying
I can't find the screw driver
I don't want scissors
I can't find my swift army knife
So what am I to do?
I don't want to kill myself
I jut want to feel pain
So tomorrow night I can do it all over again