Taking a walk in another world tends to clear the head. 

As I walked through the grassy plains and eventually lay down on the grass, I found myself wondering about a lot of things. 

Mainly about my mistakes. What I had done to the team and many others. 

Part of me wants them to hate me, wants them to scream at me for what I had done to them. Honestly, it would be well-deserved. 

But even after all that, they still cared for me. 

And it hit me, right there; 

A Fate Changer resembled God in a way. 

Now, of course, it doesn't mean that Fate Changers are God. 

But it means that the fictioners and many more look to them, and trust that they will get their happy endings. 

Sadly, it doesn't happen for all of them; some could be killed off, some could end up going down the wrong road...

Humanity's really gray, don't you think?

But you know, it's this very thought that led me to think that this is what being a Christian is all about; trusting that the end result will be good. Trusting that no matter the circumstances, God will guide us through and lead us to a happy ending. 

His Son came to Earth to SERVE, not to BE served. He came as a servant, as a reminder, as a tour guide to How to Be a Good Christian 101. He guided people out of the darkness and into the light. Ekklesia, the original word for church, literally means to be called out. 

Long long ago, God created everything around us, and everything was good until, in our arrogance, selfishness and pride, we took the apple that fateful day. 

But even after that, God's compassion never left. It only grew stronger as His chosen people, the Israelites, went through hardship after hardship. 

It's a parallel to fictioners, truth be told. Some Fate Changers put them through the worst of the worst, either out of pure glee or something, only to regret it later on. 

But Fate Changers, people like me, can never measure up to His love. 

Because even if we did what we thought was right, it would never be truly right. 

Only what God does can be truly good. 

And from there it branched out. 

Good and evil are always fighting. Yin and yang, light and darkness... it goes on. 

But life in itself is a spectrum. Romance is a spectrum. Feelings are a spectrum. 

And so the black and white mix into grey, and reality becomes grey. 

However, that doesn't mean we can't do something to stop it. 

Again and again, God has painted over our sins. Again and again, He has reminded us that in everything we do, He is with us. Through the dark and through the light. 

God is the ultimate, the best, the only one truly worthy of being called a Fate Changer. He does things not for His sake, but for His people's sake. He doesn't give up in the face of adversaries. 

He gives everything for a reason. God's plan is good, and it will remain that way. 

He's always reminding us that in the darkest depths, He is with us. 

All we need is the awareness to realise His presence so we can take His hand and follow Him for the rest of our lives. 

Let's push the grey to be a lighter shade, bit by bit. Let's make this world better, bit by bit. 

With each step, the goal is closer, and with each step, a trust, a bond is formed. 

An intimate, everlasting bond with the Almighty Father God. 

So let's help not to earn grace, but because we have been GIVEN it free of charge. 

Let's extend our hands to those in the darkness, and help God in His endeavors to help them through the dark times of their lives. 

Let's never give up, and let's always strive to be like how His Son was while on Earth. 

After all, a small step is still a step closer to the goal. :)