-Mythical_Fantasies-.
I am so sorry for the lies I did.
I am sorry for my disgusting interests.
I am sorry for being a guilt tripper.
I am sorry for not being the best user someone can be.
I am sorry for hurting and lash out on people I know- PinkDragon-18  too.
I am sorry for being a huge jerk.
I am sorry for not replying to many people.
I am sorry for being a bad user.
I am sorry for ignoring my ex girlfriend, X_xPuppyx_X and my ex boyfriend, Bloodhound890.
I am sorry for making Yin ruin various people's lives.
I am so sorry for being someone who should be kicked out.
I am sorry being a huge depressive minor who is an attention seeker.
I am sorry for being a guilt tripper..
I am sorry for everything I have done.

If you want me to change, I can, but I just don't know what to do. I mean, sure, not posting negative stuff and not being interested in various stuff is one of them, but what else?

If I could just know what to do, I can use it to help me change. I wanted to succeed, but I felt like I am not. My actions hurts people to the very CORE, and I can get that my reputation will slowly go down. And down. And down. Until I will only be known as a user from Twitter who is a bad guy. I wish I could have listened to you. I wish I could have just told you truth.... But all I did was making things worse.
I annoy you,
I stress you out,
I lashed out on you,
And worse,
Made you mad for the things I do.

I don't know what to do, Maria! I can't "better myself" if I don't know what to do. I wish I could listen to you, I wish I could just followed your advice, I WISH I COULD HAVE JUST CARED FOR OTHERS AND YOU!...

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Maria, Puppy, Bloodhound. I know you hate me now, but I wanted this event between all of us to end. I want to change, and I felt like people are leaving me. I got a message from PinkDragon, and I noticed that she chose to not talk to me anymore.

I wanted this to end now. I want my new life now. I wanted to change for the sake of my followers, but I just don't know to do. So...

Please. If you accept me, can you help me?..