I saw the Mockingjay part 2 trailer again
And I'm losing it
I'm crying while typing this
Really really hard
My tears are getting on the phone screen
I've been trying to avoid Mockingjay for three ish years. I've been telling myself that it's not truth nothing is truth and everyone's alive
Then I saw the "lizard muttations" (which look nothing like lizards) and remembered and Finnick and Annie's wedding and The mutts . . .
*voice cracks*
*legit ugly crying*
I'm sobbing and crying and why why why Suzanne?
Finnick
I I I I I can't can't can't can't can't
It's not fair. None of its fair. I'm gonna be sobbing in the theater, my friends will probably ditch me because I'm a psychopathic loser whose only love is for books, but I really don't care and I will wail as loudly as I please and I will scream bloody murder for the end of this book and get kicked out of the theater and once again, guess what? I won't care. I'll be happy I made a difference.
FINNICK I'M SOBBING WHYYYYYY YOU DIDNT DESERVE IT AND YOU HAD SO MANY FANGIRLS ROOTING FOR YOU AND ANNIE I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY LIFE IS SO CRUEL
I HATE YOU LIZARD MUTTS
I HATE YOU PRESIDENT SNOW
I HATE YOU GAMES
I WANT FINNICK BACK! I SHOULDVE PUSHED HIM OUT OF THE WAY AND SAVED HIM AND DIED BUT NO I COULDNT GET INSIDE THE BOOK DAM SCIENTISTS WON'T MAKE DEVICES TO TRANSPORT ME INTO THE BOOK
SMART SCIENCY PEOPLE: I DONT WANT THE IPHONE 46,928,734,122
I WILL NOT BE PLEASED OR IMPRESSED UNTIL YOU MAKE THINGS THAT CAN TRANSPORT ME INTO THEIR WORLD SO I CAN SAVE THEM FROM THE INEVITABLE!!!!

*rocks self sobbing*
*nibbles blue cookie*
I still don't feel better
I want Finnick back
I want to hate Suzanne Collins but
I can't hate her

^that started with Tobias 'I'
I need to reread Mockingjay but I'm so emotionally scarred. With the Lunar Chronicles, with Percy Jackson, with The Hunger Games, with everything and I really need a hug *whimpering*
I don't want Mockingjay part 2 to come out and I don't want to see them die and I don't want any more characters to die and I'm pouring out my feelings on you guys and I've lost it and I'm crying and I'm sad and I need another hug and there's too many ands in this sentence and it isn't even a grammatically correct sentence because it has too many run ons and no commas and I don't actually care and I'm sad and I'm gonna see how many ands I can fit into this paragraph thingy and and and and and and
I'M DONE
*Sobs*
We should have an annual feels day where we just write our feelings and cry all day
I'm gonna stop talking now because my sadness might be contagious and-
Oh Wait
*sees y'all on the ground sobbing*
We've got tissues and blue cookies
So this is just a feels chapter I guess
HONORING ALL OF THE FALLEN FICTIONAL HEROES AND VILLAINS, THE ONES WE ALL LOVE AND ADMIRE, WE HONOR YOU
*Sobs*
CRYING IS OUR WAY OF HONORING YOU ALL
SO LET US ALL CRY
*Waits for the comments to overflow with a bunch of chaotic sobs*
Again, we have tissues and blue cookies
Bye I guess I'll cry with you in the comments
*cries*