Don't resent Thomas


Okay, it took a lot to write this chapter and after this I'm going to deny everything I'm going to say, and yes, I'm crying while writing this, but I feel like it's a subject that needs to be adressed in the fandom, so if you need counseling after this, I've got tissues.
WARNING: MAJOR MAZE RUNNER SPOILERS DONT YOU DARE READ ON IF YOU HAVENT FINISHED THE SERIES

^ If you read the warning and have continued to read on because you've read the series, then you probably have a general idea of what this is going to be about.

Thomas, after TDC, receives a lot of hate for his choice.
Its true that what he did was awful and I will never forgive him for what he did.
Ever.
But it was also an act of mercy.

Newt was slowly becoming a crank, and he knew this, and he didn't want to see himself turn into a monster.
He begged for Thomas to . . .
He wrote an awful letter asking him to um ... end ... it
He was suffering. He was angry. He was resentful.
He wanted to die. (No I CANT-STOP!)
When Thomas obliviously didn't read the note, Newt was raging because Thomas failed him in Newt's eyes.
Thomas didn't know, he didn't know.
He came across Newt again who was extremely close to the Gone.
Newt was begging and pleading and screaming for his end and Thomas didn't want to and I just-
Then, Newt for just a second, regained his sanity.

Please Tommy, please.

And then Thomas . . .

If Thomas denied Newt his one wish, his one awful wish, Newt would've hated him forever. Newt would've turned into a crank, lost all sanity until he died in a more awful way since-WICKED-DAM WICKED-couldn't produce a cure after everything, WICKED poisoned Newt in the Scorch by exposing him to the Flare.

Instead of resenting Thomas, just blame WICKED guys.

Thomas was being merciful in a horrible way and I hate him for it, but . . . I also can't . . . As bad as death is and especially in that way, it would be worse to completely lose Newt.

Newt is somewhere better, and maybe, just maybe we'll see dead fictional characters in another life.

Everyone take your tissues.
EVERYTHING I SAID WAS A LIE OKAY I DENY EVERYTHING IF YOU NEED A HUG I'M HERE

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